I can't care anymore.
Peolple ask me to live when I see no life.
when they ask me what I want to be when I grow up.
I look at them and go I don't know.
Because my dreams are to be with you forever but to them it'd stupid.
To live for another person.
but yet they turn around and take a bullet for their wife/husband.
But still I am not alive to grow.
Maybe if I never met you I would be diffrent but I did meet you.
What if is not in my vocabulary I did now what.
Everyday apart is like breathing underwater.
Your just counting your breaths until you die.
I try to give you my all.
I'll be damn if I don't give you my all.
I love you without vain.
They might tell me I'll never see you again.
But when my eyes close I see you as if we just kicked it yesterday.
But in reality two years have past since the last time I laid eyes on you.
But my heart and soul fan the fire as my brain listen to what everyone else says.
you are not coming back in my life and to wait is dumb for so one so young to love as if I was someone so old.
