I wished for love and in the first two months I got heartbreak
                              I wished for a guy
                              I got two years of wanted to die or a waste of life
                              I don’t or can’t believe in birthday wishes
                              They don’t come true
                              I was wishing I could save the heartache
                              I was wishing to find a real man
                              I was wishing for true love
                              But I found myself
                              No I don’t love myself
                              I can’t love myself
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                               
                                                  