I can save a life
I can help a person off the ledge
I can persaude someone from the edge
But what if that someon is myself
I look to you to save me
I scream your name at night
When the water fills my lungs, when the pills take their course, when the blood drips from my vains, when the noose fills tight
I see your face fill your hand pull me
But when I open my eyes or come up for on last breath your not there
The woman who is a perfessional says you can't have feelings for me
But you save me you saved this hoe
But when I need you this time to be my light
I screamed your name
I search online
I looked everywhere until
I died inside just breathing never to live again
Because
Breathing and living are not the same
