How should I feel when I'm sweeping up my heart as I watch you and her on the pedistol you sit upon?
how should I feel when I tell you I love you and the air replies back empty?
How should I feel when I'm scared and yet I jumped only to fall ?
How should I feel when the only emotion I know towards you is love and pain?
How should I feel when I love your best friend yet you hate me for?
How should I feel when I'm told I can't have you cause I'm black?
How should I feel when around you my breath is taken away and fear swarms in?
How should I feel when I'm told to respect myself and let the man I love go?
How should I feel when before I jumped you told me I love you?
How should I feel when my back against the wall a silences is my killer?
How should I feel when the pain takes over and the only place I can run is long?
How should I feel when running has made me tired and I want to run fast?
How should I feel when I'm afraid to express my feelings because I lose people?
How should I feel when I hid myself away for four years and prayed that you be mines?
