What Comes Next?

Chapter 1 - I'll go mad

A/N: Hi hi! Nice to meet you! I'm the author, Mikan! I hope you will have fun reading this Kiibouma/Saiouma fic! Because there's lots of things incoming...
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Ah, how boring. Watching them investigate my body... How lewd. If I was alive, I would be calling them perverts. That would be super funny. It's even more boring the fact that they are soooooooooo stupid to think that someone killed me, and not that I killed myself. Jeez, I am such a great liar that I was good at hiding the fact that my heart was being destroyed every single time they were together, avoiding me. How many times have I cried myself to sleep? I can't even count those. My death doesn't wipe the tears or the years away, yet, it feels better not having to be forced to watch them ignore my existence. Yet, I wonder, why did they bring cake when they found my body?
Oh. It was my birthday, wasn't it? Hahaha. Why only now did they acknowledge my existence? Why are they even crying over all this shit, when they were the ones that caused it to me? This is just stupid, useless and annoying. These stupid salty tears that they let themselves drown into are not going to shove away the fact that they were the ones that made me lose all hope. Made me lose my sanity, at a point where I just had to die. Oh, let me guess, you think it is annoying the fact that I keep mentioning that I died because of them, right? You want to go directly to the breaking point, right? After all, THE CLIMAX IS THE BEST PART OF A STORY! I guessed it right, haven't I? Hmm.. Too bad, I still need to tell you who they are. I'm pretty sure everyone knows these two idiots. Saihara Shuuichi and Kiibo. The dumb detective and the robocop. They truly were something in my short life. Of course they weren't the only friends I had. Until that happened.
Ahh, you're wondering what is that, right? A short summary for you, it all starts with a jealous ultimate, and it ends with my friends and classmates. Now you wonder, what about my family? Oh, that destroyed family did nothing wrong. They were just silently watching me scream silently, until I felt numb and dead inside, letting me consume all the air inside my lungs and ripping off my skin as a sign of panic. A silent scream. Now that I'm gone, they are probably, or not, wondering what comes next? I've been freed from all my pain. They can't know, since they are not in my place.
Hm.. Should I start the story?
I want to anyways.
It all started in the beginning of the school year. It was my first year on highschool. It was quite the boring life if you saw it from a stranger's eyes. But if you saw it from my point of vision, your perspective might change.
In the beginning, it was when I joined this new class. I have memorized by now all their names, but when I started I could barely remember. But yes, the name I most remember, that was the name of my first love. It took.. Some time to realize I had managed to pursue romantic feelings towards Saihara. It wasn't good for me to find out some months later, because after those months, there were so many rumors about me, and I had a bad reputation. But I couldn't care less about what they said. Their opinion belonged in the trash.
Ah, it's getting quite boring to tell already how my life so predictably went by, isn't it?
Maybe, just maybe, I wanted someone, anyone to know how it was until a certain point. But who would know, I'm a liar after all, aren't I? Well, let's get going to it, shall we, the one who is listening right now to me!