Ponyboy Imagines

I think i wrote one like dis

"let's just go" pony said out of the blue

"what do you mean?" I asked looking up from my book.

"you know what I mean" he looked deep into the sunset. It was almost as if he was looking past the sunset

I sighed realizing what he was talking about. I put down my book got up and sat next to pony. "pony. I've told you this. We can't. It sounds good but at what cost. The gang. Our families. Our friends"

"but you are the only real friend I need" he said getting up. He put his hands on his head pacing back and forth. He was really out of it right now. Johnny and Dallas died. They had just gotten the call last week that sodapop died in Vietnam. And his girlfriend kissed someone else right in front of him. Pony and I had been best friends for ever. He was about to kill himself the other day before I caught him. I'm the only one he is talking to at this point. I handed pony "gone with the wind" the try and calm him down a little.

"here" I said handing him the book

"(y/n) this isn't going to help" he said looking st me with the book in his hands "I've read it too many times. I know how it ends"

"ok then read it to me" I said "we havent read a book together in a while" I smiled.

He smiled hitting the book. "ok" we both sat down. We must of been out there for a good 4 hours before we finished

"it's getting late" he said standing up. He reached out for my hand to help me up. I reached out and jumped up. I tripped and fell on top of him. We just sat there for a few seconds looking at each other before I stood up and apologized. We started to walk again.

"(y/n) I've got to thanks you"

"for what?" I asked him

"for being such a great friend at this time. With all I'm going through. You are right by my side. And I have to thank you for it"

"pony you would do the same for me"

"yeah but I wouldn't do as good as a job as you." we both stopped walking. I turned to pony as did he. None of us said a word. We just moved closer to each other. He took my hands and smiled. Then he kissed me. Thoughts circled my mind through out the kiss. This is wrong. Do I love him. I can't love pony. He's my best friend. I love him. Does he like me. What am I doing. He finally pulled away.

He looked deep into my eyes. "thank you" he whispered quickly kissing me again. "thank you" he said once more before we walked off.