Ponyboy Imagines

Dark Shit

"Pony no!" I yelled running to him. He tried to hide his knife but I tried to grabbed it out of his hands.

"Marissa leave now! I don't want to see anyone"

"Pony you are not doing this to your self" I said putting my arm around him as he cried into my shoulder. "I'm not leaving you" we sat in that dark corner of his room

"If sodas gone what's the point anymore" pony cried pulling the knife out again. I saw all the blood on the knife. I knew he didn't hurt anyone. He only hurt himself

"Pony. Give me the knife."I said raising my hand as calmly as I could. He just looked at the knife. "Pony. Give. Me. The knife" I said one more time. He moved it towards me. He hesitated then gave it to me.

He cried into my shoulder some more. "First mom and dad. Then Johnny and Dallas" he gulpped "now soda"

"Pony I know. Sodas gone but you can't do anything to hurt yourself. What would soda say if he saw you. He would say that's stupid. You have so much more to live for! Johnny wouldn't want you do either. Imagine your mom and dad seeing you do this to yourself. They don't want you to do this. I don't want you to do this." I hugged him tighter. I saw the blood starting to come out of his neck. "Come on let's get you cleaned up" I said standing him up. Once I turned on the lights I saw how his cheeks where tear stained and red.

We got in the bathroom. I put a towel around him and wetted a napkin. I dabbed his neck softly. He shivered.

"You cold?" I asked him

"No. It's just the water"

I made the water a little warmer. I kneeled down in front of him.

"Pony. Your only 14. You have so much to live for. This is just a bump in the road. You will get through it. I know you will. I love you" I said with a smile.

"Thanks. I love you too" I gave him a hug and walked him back into his room. I tucked him into his bed and walked home.