<<I seem to make the same mistakes time and time again, I don't mean to hurt anyone. That is never my intention but time and time again what makes me happy makes someone else sad what makes me happy gives someone pain. So maybe I should stick to being sad and let everyone be happy. To take away my happiness is to strip me from my pride, but if it makes everyone happy then I will let it slide. To make everyone happy is my only wish, when everyone is happy there will be no fake smiles, waves, and praise. When everyone is happy they might actually want to stay. Maybe just maybe they will give me the time of day. If everyone is happy you won't have to pay them to stay. Everyone was happy before I came along, maybe I should make things right. By leaving and staying gone, everyone was happy before I came into their life. So maybe I should make things right>>
