<<The people that I care about are starting to replace me and it hurts so much. My head feels like it is about to explode. My heart feels like it is going to fall out of my chest. It feels like someone is sticking pins and needles in my eyes. It tastes like blood fresh and old. It feels like someone is stabbing me over and over and over and there is nothing I can do about it. They are getting tired of me and can I blame them. Who would want to deal with someone like me? I am such a toxic person it has gotten to the point where I can't even handle myself. I can't handle it anymore. So I'll just sit behind the dark hugging my knees to my chest blood pouring from my mouth from biting my tongue too hard. Blood pouring from eyes because of the needles that were stabbed them. A hole in my chest from where my heart was ripped out. Just scared and wondering what I could have done differently.>>
