Secrets And Scars

Chapter 39 - Does Anyone Still Care

(A/N: This is a fill in chapter)

Haruhi's P.O.V

The whole situation with Skye was too much for me. I was able to be permitted to take some time off of school. I planned to return to school when she did but I couldn't take sitting around and hear the gossip of the school, trashing the girl I once was able to call a friend. Luckily, Skye probably won't show up to school for at least another week. I'm still too hurt to talk to her but she has to have a reason for what she did.

Skye's P.O.V

I tried to walk off the pain that I felt. The betrayal from Gou. How far Star could go. It was too much and as soon as they were gone and I thought no one was around, I felt my legs stop working. I fell to the floor. All I could do was cry. I would have stayed where I was too but  I could hear footsteps coming closer to me so I ran. I ran until I couldn't and when my legs gave out I just got up then continued to run. I only stopped running when I got to my apartment building. I noticed Haruhi walk into her house as I was running to the complex. I took a deep breath and knocked on her door. She opened the door but ass soon as she seen my face she slammed it closed and I could hear the sound of it being locked.

I heaved I sigh as I struggled to fight back my tears and walked to my door. I pulled out my box of razors and held the blade against my skin. I took a deep breath and pulled it away. For nearly ten minutes I fought to stop myself, pulling away the blade only to place it back against my skin. In the end I was able to place it down, not a single drop of blood shed.

"Maybe if I call Honey...." I said in a shaky voice "He's so happy all the time. Just seeing him him can make me smile. If I can just hear his cheerful voice

I picked up the phone. With every second that it rang, my heart sank a little bit more. He finally answered just before he missed the call. "Hello?" he said in his usual, cheery voice

A weak smile pulled at my lips. I sniffled from all the crying I had done and wiped away my tears "H-hey H-Honey." I sniffled again. "I w-was just calling... well to be honest I don't know why I'm calling. I guess I just figured that hearing your voice... I don't know. I thought it'd help."

"Help?" he asked curiously

"D-don't worry about it." I said with a sad smile

"Wow." he said annoyed "You're pulling this. Don't play the victim. Whatever happened, you probably did to yourself." he added

I began to cry "H-how could y-you s-say that?"

I head Takashi in the background ask "Who is it?"

"Skye." Honey told him in a disgusted tone

Takashi's voice boomed through the phone as I heard him scream for the first time ever "STAY OUT OF OUR LIVES NIGHT! DON'T EVER LET ME FIND OUT YOU'VE CONTACTED HIM AGAIN!!" with that he hung up

Whatever fragments of my heart remained were now shattered. I tried dialing Tamaki. No answer. Kyoya. No Answer.

I tried calling Nova, she angrily answered and said "You have some never. Never contact me or the others EVER again!"

Despite what she said I did call the others. Everyone. Most just ignored me but the few that answered only said the same thing Nova had.

"Does anybody even still care?" I cried "How could I be so stupid."