Can You Be Mine..? (Jaegan)

chapter 15: please don't go..

Raegan's POV

I see him run out the door..
NO NO NO. WHY DID I DO THIS? I JUST FUCKED EVERYTHING UP
I push Alyssa off of me and run down the stairs
I see Justin is walking with his head down.
I run up to him and try to hug him, he pushes me off
"Go away Raegan! I'm going home," he wipes his tears away and keeps walking
I step in front of him making him stop and look up at me
"Don't leave. I'm sorry. I didn't realize what was happening. I'm really sorry, I-I love you" I try to touch his arm but he pulls away
"Don't touch me," he snaps, "I am going to leave. You were making out with Alyssa! God knows what was going to happen next!" He's now sobbing
What did I do? I love him more than anything
"Babe.."
"DON'T call me that" he pushes past me. I'm a lot stronger than him but I hurt him, I wasn't going to not let him walk so I follow behind him
"Raegan, stop following me" he looks back
"No, I'm going to follow you"
He sighs and we walk in silence
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We arrive at my house and we stand at the door, he puts his head on the door and his hand on the door nob. He starts crying
"I'm really, truly sorry" I wrap myself around him and he finally let's me.. I can feel him breaking down
He's so hurt, I never meant to do this
"Can we go inside now?" He sobs
"Look at me" he turns around so he's facing me now "I love you more than anything. I'm sorry, I really, truly mean it," I start crying a bit
He put his head in my chest crying harder than ever
I kiss his head and play with his hair
"Please forgive me, please don't leave. Don't go home.. please."
He looks up at me, tears running down his face
"I love you" I tell him for the hundredth time
He finally hugs me, I want to kiss him so I grab his cheeks and try to kiss him but he doesn't kiss back
I start crying even more and he turns around and opens the door, going up the stairs to my room and he sits on my bed. I sit next to him and look at him
"I just want to go to sleep," he says
"Okay, I'll sleep on the floor" I suggest
"No," I hear him say "I want you to sleep with me"
"O-okay" I barely get out
He stands up and takes off his shoes and changes into sweatpants and keeps his shirt off
What a tease
He looks back at me and gets under the covers. I take my shoes off and get under the covers too
What do I do? What if he doesn't want to be touched?
I lay there and wait for him to make the next move

Word count: 502

Whale here's another "long" update. Hope y'all enjoyed
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