Nearly Alone

Chapter Ten

Skylar's POV:

When I saw Harry he just stood there with his mouth hanging two feet from the floor it was funny; but I was happy I don't know why but, I just was ether way it was kind of surprising seeing him on the bus so I scooted over so he can sit with me,

I was happy till he just shunned me, I felt embarrassed and a little disappointed that I now hate taking the bus, I mean I wouldn't be taking it if mom didn't get the morning shift for the remainder of the year.

He sat in front of me and I don't even know what I did I mean did I even do anything to start with? when we first talked all I said was Hi right?

I mean I can barely remember it was so long ago and I can't remember I mean I  am a smart girl but I just don't remember I forget things don't we all?

the bus was pretty quiet, it was and felt awkward, I looked mostly at the window staring deep into my thoughts as the world just flashed by the window

and it felt like an ever ending void just sucking people in the dark and mysterious hell that is known as EARTH.

as I sat down it didn't take long till I saw Harrys head pop up from the seat In front of me still ignoring me and I don't know what I did it just breaks my heart that a good looking guy like him would be this distant and quiet avoiding the world which

I don't blame him at all for, but to ignore the people that try to talk to him . than the group of people that he hangs with is really unreal there all just different.

for example Liam the all star varsity football player, Niall the "SWAG" ladies man, Louis who is in the national honor society top ten in his class,

then there's Zayn the punk rock biker who also has ladies chasing after him and last but not least Harry the smart, quiet, and distant of all; when together they are clearly the opposites,

that to me personally if there were all just one person then that one person would be the perfect human being in the world.

as we get closer to the school I can see that Harry still has his head on the window so maybe his asleep, I mean I don't want to wake him just yet,

so when the bus finally stops I get up and look over to Harry who is still asleep, GOD he looks like an angel...wait what am I saying? I mean he does look like an angel sent from heaven.

I am just there looking at him like he  looked at me when he got on the bus, so then I woke him up and he was pretty surprised that he just ran of the bus.

so I ran up to him trying to catch up but he's just to fast that I just screamed,

"sanctuary!"

I just stood there to see if had heard me knowing what I meant, but I thought wrong.

my friend walked up to me and asked me

"are you all right?"

"yeah I was just talking to someone,"

"well looked more like screaming" she said with a giggle

"yeah I guess you can say that" and I laughed with her

"OMG! I love that shirt and that skirt" I said trying to break the six second silence, which in reality she look more skankyer that usual I mean I like Daniela but she is just something that every guy wants well by the stories she has told me that every guy has got.

'oh thank you" she said breaking my train of thought,

than I just stand there minding my own business when out of the blue I see Harry walking so I guess he did understand what I said by sanctuary so I head over there without saying goodbye to Daniela, I don't even think she noticed I was gone.

so I walk towards our secret place to meet Harry, why was he in a hurry was he just so eager to meet me? just thinking about it makes me blush, why am I blushing?

since we first met I thought he was cute and attractive but haven't developed any feelings for him, have I?

as I get closer I start to here this voice, his voice, is he talking to someone? am pinned into the wall just desperate to know who it is 

"Speak"

I hear from a distance.

"come on mate speak I noticed the blood,"

blood? Harry had blood?

"{sigh} fine where do you want me to start?"

that's Harry,

"well for starters with what did you use to cut?"

"a pencil"

what a pencil OH MY GOD

"a pencil? what the hell where at?"

"the bus"

on the bus oh my god if only I knew,

"why there?"

"cause I had a lot on my mind"

"like what girl problems?"

girl problems? harry has a girlfriend?

"no"

"I'll take that as a yes"

"I said no"

"come on Harry you cant hide forever I saw how that girl screamed your name and you ignored her,"

what? are they talking about me?

"so what"

"so she's pretty why don't you talk to her"

"I don't know,"

"well you should talk to her you know she's not like her,"

like her? who's her?

"don't bring her into this!!"

"come one mate just give her a chance, where did you meet her anyway?

"at the student exchange program meeting we had you would have seen her but you Louis,Niall,and Zayn had to ditch cause of senior week."

they are talking about me,

"oh yea I heard about that but that called me into the councilors the next day, so tell me more about her,"

and after that it just turns quiet and I hear some faint foot steps, as im about to leave my eyes are connected with Harrys.

I'm shocked that all I can just say is

"Hi,"