Nearly Alone

Chapter Fifteen

Ever since my day with Skylar, every passing moment was hard for me to forget the images in my head, so I then thought of going to my therapist to clear things up, it actually did help the images were just vague inside my head, bairly recognizable.

"OK Harry you can wake up now" he said

"how do you feel?" he then followed

"OK" I said

"what is the first thing that comes to mind?" he asks again

"hmmm.... Skylar" I then say

"OK that's good,anything else that comes into mind about Skylar?" he says

"well that the only thing that comes into mind is our the day we skipped school and we ate but then something happened but I don't recall what it was but then we left and went to this garden place and we left to eat and I then dropped off Liams car back at school and we left on the bus," I said

"OK anything else?" he said

"after that i just walked her home realizing that she only lives about seven blocks from my house" I then reply

"OK good that is all for today Harry thank you for coming you have made such progress" he said

"thank you" I say while getting up and and heading out the door towards  the receptionist to sign out and say my goodbyes,

Dr.Vonte usually freaked me out by the way he looked with this odd/old looking black suit with shoulder pads which was way out style and then with his 80's looking glasses and Oh don't get me me started in his (tuope)

I mean this man was a total wreck, I may be a guy but I do have at least a good sense of style.

when I walk out the doors it all seemed new to me for some odd reason,but that's how I usually feel when I leave Dr.Vonte's office,

but as I look around I suddenly forgot how my car looked so I went back and forth looking like a retard when I realize that I have a panic button on my keychain,

so I then stop in my tracks and smack my forehead quite hard so I probably left a mark,so I press the button only hearing a loud blaring sound not far from where I stood,

but the walk felt forever I was going back and forth still trying to hear the alarm but I would turn it off and on only just hearing echos of the alarm, since the parking lot was actually concealed so it made that effect,

but I then see a familiar car Hood and in the front glass stood my school ID in a long keychain realizing that I was.. I'd say about four yards from Dr.Vonte's office, so I then smack my forehead once again and head to my car and sit inside and drive home.

the drive was quite relaxing the high way was partly empty and my radio was in full blast listening to Bastille, the first song was Pompeii and I started singing, I mean that song was my jam, so I started sing to the song

"I was left in my devices, many days fell away with nothing to show, and the walls kept tumbling down in the city that we love great clouds roll over the hills bringing darkness from above......."

I then soon start humming the song due to the fact that I barely know it, but I then start thinking back two days ago when my and Skylar skipped I mean it was pretty fun, especially when I walked her home,

we held hands and talked about the most stupidest things and even talked about the most stupidest things like for example we both had the most disgusting experience due to street dogs having uhh how do I put this.....sex.

 seeing the dogs doing that was slightly awkward and disgusting I mean the other dog was bigger than the other but assuming all this it was rather influencing,

like I even tried to hide my bulge because of me fantasizing with Skylar, but I tried so hard to hide it I even hug Skylar awkwardly just so that she wont feel it rubbing against her leg.

as I smile at the thought I am already feeling the blood pressure rising between my legs and I shift in my seat causing my car to sway a little bit off road. and speak of the devil Skylar calls me telling me that she wants to talk about something important and that she wants to meet her at her house.

Hey everyone am really sorry for the really HUGE delay its that my brother came back from the marines and is now gonna get married and its been kinda stressing cause of all the planning so sorry but  I really appreciate the reads though but please comment and vote I really want to hear some feedback from you guys thanks  for everything love you ALL!!!!!