Nearly Alone

Chapter Seven

"Why would you say that?"I ask knowing and cursing at myself at the stupid question i mean its quite obvious.

"Well I don't know really, it just feels like it, I mean the nature of it is beautiful." she says with strong gloomy eyes as they turn watery.

"Are you alright?" I ask with a concerned tone.

she looks at me and says "yeah I'm.. I'm fine." knowing that deep down it's not true.

"So where are you from?" I ask breaking the silence.

"I mean I know your from the U.K. but from where? What part?" I say again in a nervous tone looking down to my feet Hopeing she dosn't find me weird and walks away.

"I live in Evesham, Worcestershire," she said.

"Really?..." I say with a slight of Deja Vu, cause for some reason she now  seemed quite familiar.

"I used to live there but I moved to Homes Chapel." I say again.

"Yeah," she replied with a slight grin on her face,which I suddenly thought she knew something I probably dident. (or did I)

"So class ends in twenty seven minutes," I say

"Oh do you want to go?" she says

"Surprisingly No I'm actually fine where I am,"

"Oh OK," she said with a smile that just completely just melts my heart.

as we are talking about the most random things it seem like I've known her before like if I grew up with her, we liked the same things and have mostly everything in common. and as I was gonna ask her something the bell rang.

She got up quick and said

"Goodbye."

I then to said goodbye but something still felt wrong,I mean the vibe that I got from her was intense.

When we parted ways I always thought to myself if we would see each other again but part of me  dosent want to.

at some point I just give up in love or any type of emotion that had to do with love, I mean it's just hard for me to actually comprehended the word Love ever since the incident.

at some point after our talk i would see her in the halls she would say Hi from a distance but I would just awkwardly smile and walk away as fast as I can. part of me wanted to walk up to her and say Hi but my emotions were pulling me back.

(Hi everyone sorry for not updating sooner I was really busy so now on I will update so stay tuned thanks :)