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Queens, NYC
12:00 AM
Nasir Jones

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I held her waist as she removed the granny gown she had going on along with her underwear set. I undid my leather belt as she assisted "I asked did you miss me." I repeated sternly while easing on a rubber. She ain't say shit as I peeked up at her sighing once I got the condom on. 

"Of course," she finally whispered, "I love you, Nas."

Those words were not expected; not at all! the last bitch that told me that tried to ruin my life and damn near did—so hearing that kinda made me tense up in remembrance. "Aren't you going to say it back?" she added shortly after while riding a n*gga.

What was I suppose to say lie cuz she let me fuck or be straight up with her? I was feeling her and the sex was good but I wasn't in love with her maybe I just liked her company. It was warm and it felt right being inside her. The way she'd squeeze around a n*gga and the way she'd kiss a n*gga like she meant it even if she didn't.

She had a nice body, nice tits with a nice ass too! yes, I loved all that but I wasn't IN love with it. She grabbed hold of the hand that was on her waist removing it as her movement slowed.

"Shit! Bae, what you-"

"Get out!!" She yelled.

"Bruh! What do you mean? Why you trippin' ?"

"Get out" she punched me as I grabbed hold of her swinging fists "Let me go, get of-"

"Fuck I was going to say it back," I lied "I love you" letting her go as she covered her face.

"You are just saying that' you don't mean that; that's why I knew I shouldn't have fucked you, you ain't no different than the last' what's wrong with me!?"

I pull my pants up as she continued being melodramatic; "I ain't nothing like your last n*gga and you know that so ion know why you want to say different' you know none of them can do you like I can Teflon."

"You are just like your father."

Those words echoed throughout my head.

"Nas, you heard me I said I love you," I heard for the second time around as I glared up at her. "Baby, what's wrong?" she cooed cradling me in her arms.

"Nothing!" I mumbled, "I-I love you too."

"I knew you'd say that," Nicki said before kissing me as we continued in this new position, her on my lap facing me legs secured around me as I tried to focus on what was right here in front of me but flashbacks of Teflon for some reason kept coming back to mind.

Nicki proceeds with the hip action' shorty was a freak, that's one thing I loved about her. I kissed her taking her bottom lip into mine. I loved her mouth too, she never overdid it with the lipgloss like some chicks around the way did. She wore the right amount, the right flavor that tasted like strawberries and probably was hella expensive too.

That brown skin.. don't even get a n*gga started on that. It was wonderful I liked everything, the way it was so damn smooth to touch' how it shined in the sunlight making no apologies for being so hypnotizing, but most of all I loved kissing it' leaving even a hickey or two in my path just so she'd remember a n*gga was here and how I made her feel when I was.

It took me a while but between giving her this dick I decided 'I ain't want no more secrets no more' none of the games or other shit—I'm grown enough to know what I wanted and it's her' Nicki.

I cleared my throat after sex.

"Don't think I'm going soft or anything but the last bitc- girl I said I loved was a no good ass broad with ulterior motives so ion be quick to throw that word out like that no mo'... unless of course I truly mean it."

She brushed down her hair with her hand just staring as she got closer "Why do I get the feeling she's the one you had the kid with?"

I stared at her' "Good guess..."

"How is she? How is your daughter!? You are a great dad; I bet."

My mind goes back to the last time that I have seen Rudy "She's amazing, wonderful, beautiful even though she couldn't talk I knew she knew when I was around."

"Well, infants are much smarter than people think," Nicki concluded.

"Rudy isn't an infant' she was three the last time-"

"A three-year-old that can't talk..."

I bit my lip still in deep thought "She has autism s-so she's not like other kids."

"Oh! Sorry to hear," she mumbled now placing her hand over mine "Well... My ex he was a whole 'nother story makes my skin crawl just dwelling on it, that negro did me so wrong, but the killing part is I never seen it coming not from him of all people." she was telling me about how this Safaree guy did her dirty in front of his guys at a dorm party that led to her being kicked out of college and how they were seeing each other for years and out of the blue he just switched on her.

"You ain't gotta worry bout all that with me."

"You sure cuz' you be acting differently sometimes," she replied as I playfully pushed her down on the bed.

"How different?"

She smacked her lips "I'm serious Nasir, I don't like it when you act like that with me; we both had past relationships that didn't end the best so we both should be a lot more understanding of each other... I love you."

"I love you too."

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a/n: aww look at love

My plan for this story is for it not to surpass 43 or 45 chapters so in order to complete that plan I have to get straight to the point instead of dragging the relationship on like so many fanfictions do😒😑 so if you all think things are moving t...

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My plan for this story is for it not to surpass 43 or 45 chapters so in order to complete that plan I have to get straight to the point instead of dragging the relationship on like so many fanfictions do😒😑 so if you all think things are moving too fast between them it's because of this reason

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