where did the moon go?

four.

i looked at you today
your blue eyes piercing into me
i just wish i could fall into them
you kept touching me and
getting close
so close
you were warm
i wanted it to stay like that

but
she's still yours
and your still her's
it's quite unfair
you seem to actually care about me
but i can't
can't do that to her

i know i have to stop
for myself
for you
for her
but when you look at me like that
i can't help myself

and i just want to get closer
and closer
to find out where those
ocean eyes go
to see the side of you
that you let no one else see

i don't want you to break up with her
i want you to be happy
but
it's unfair.