where did the moon go?

thirteen. -

every bit of me
ached to be with you
to be near you
and to feel your presence
around me last night
like the way an ocean's waves
long to be near the shore
rushing back to it
but unexpectedly pulling away
leaving the shore wondering
what did i do wrong?
but come to think of it
you are the ocean's waves
and i am the shore
for you rush to me
and suddenly pull away
and you chose her for now
just like you did last time
and you'll come running
back to me
hoping ill be around
and you know i will
because i can't go anywhere
i am glued to a place
that i cannot leave from
and i will be forever stuck
in this cycle of you leaving
and coming back to me
and i will drown
in your affection
every time you come back
and be left cold and lonely
when you decide to leave
once more