A Little Too Late (Third book to Adopted by Taylor Swift)

Chapter 19

Chapter 19
Taylor's POV

"Re-marry me"

I looked at Harry. He was half smirking, I was stunned. I was frozen by the question, the only sound in the room was his monitor beeping. But in my head was screaming, what do I say? What do I want?, "H-Harry I--"

His eyes rolled in the back of his head, the monitor screams the same sound. No fluctuation. "Harry?!" I shook him, "HARRY!"

Doctors swarmed around me, Bridget pulling me away. "NO! NO PLEASE NO! HARRY!" I kicked and screamed for him, Bridget holding me tight.

I heard the doctors, 'clearing' or whatever they do when they shock them.

I hit Bridget, pushing her away and running towards the door. "Harry!" I continued to scream for him, like he could hear me.

Jackson's arms wrap around my waist, picking me up and carrying me down the hall. "let go of me Jackson!"

"he's going to be okay, no matter what happens Taylor. You just need to calm down. You're kids are down there watching you! be a role model!"

"A role model!? I fuc-freaking role model!? Do you think I care about that right now Jackson! My husband is DEAD! They are reviving him and you expect me to calm down! He's gone, he's not. Here. Right. now. Jackson!"

He stopped moving, looking at me.

I ran my hands through my hair "what?"

"you said, my husband."

"mom! Mom! he's back!" Bridget was running down the hall, "he's back!"

I pushed from Jackson, following her back to the room.

The monitor was beeping again but his eyes were closed. "We have found a liver. He's going into surgery here within the next ten minutes. That was a close call." The doctor was putting on his scrubs as he talked to me, he gave me a small smile.

Why the hell was he smiling? What an ass, there is nothing funny about this. I was just happy he was alive.

I sat down with Bridget, and Audrey and Mason were just sitting, staring.

I took a deep breath, letting my head fall in my hands. I couldn't wrap my head around everything. What did I want? I wanted Jackson, but Harry, god Harry is the one I love and I have loved since the beginning. Hell we may have had a horrible last few months, and yeah he's an ass. Or arse he would say...

But still! I love him, and I loved him.

And then there's Jackson. Jackson was, well Jackson. He was hot, cute, charming, a gentleman, funny, amazing in bed, and just perfect.

But did I want perfect?

I looked at the time, close to midnight. Either I have been sitting like this forever or yeah, I've been sitting here forever.

Mason was asleep on the chair and Audrey was sitting, just like me. "hey, sweetheart, how about Bridget takes you two home. I'll see you two in the morning before you go to school?"

She shook her head "I want to stay with you tonight."

I held out my arms for her to sit on my lap, yeah she was big, but she was my girl, my baby girl.

Bridget looked over at me once Audrey was asleep. "what's on your mind"

"he asked me to re-marry him..."

"what are you going to do?" she asked

"what do I want to do?" I retort, half laughing

She thought for a moment, "you love him don't you?" I nodded "and he loves you?"