Chapter 14

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⚠️ WARNING:SELF HARM. "WHAT!"Taehyung yelled.His expression was telling me he was shocked.I nodded my head."Do you still love her?" He asked."No actually I like someone else" i said."Who?"he asked."J-Jennie "I slutter.
                                                     "Wait so Lisa likes Jungkook and you like Jennie,So jungkook likes Lisa too and Jennie likes you too.Wow love is like math.So complicated"he said."Wait Jennie likes me?"I asked."Yeah you didn't know"he said.I shake my head."You are so blind"he said.                                                                                                                                               I chuckled and smiled."But what was the other reason because your eomma was crying and yugyeom and your Appa look sad"he asked.My smiled faded."O-on t-that day m-my jobuma(grandparents)died and it was on my birthday."I said.                                                                                           
                                                 "Y/n I am so sorry"he said sadly.I knew he felt guilty."No it's okay,They had to go"i said "Thanks but are you going to Tell the others?" He asked."No no p-please don't tell them."I begged.                                                                         "okay"he replied."Now let's go have breakfast"I will go change and when I am finished I will go downstairs to have breakfast with you okay"I said.He nodded and went downstairs.                                                                                      God that was so hard trying to not cry and smiled.I suddenly started to feel pain in my head.It started to hurt more and more.                                          "YOU ARE SO UGLY!""YOU ARE JUST A HORRIBLE BRAT!"NOBODY LIKES YOU!""I JUST USED YOU!""HAHHAHA""LOOK AT HIM!"                                                                  I fell on the floor grabbing my head.I felt like it was going to exploded.It hurts.I was breathing heavily. The memories started to flood in.The pain started to get less,less and less."I-i am really am u-useless""I cried out.                       "Y/N ARE YOU ALRIGHT "Taehyung yelled through the door ."YEAH" I yelled back but i wasn't.I went to the bathroom.I went to the shelf and got the penknife.You might be wondering why I had this.Well when Lisa broke up with me in high school.                                                                       I felt like I was useless and is started to cut myself.To let the pain out.I thought I was never going feel that again but I guess i was wrong.                                                                  One i am useless,two i am ugly,three everybody hates me,four I am weak,five everybody leaves me or uses me.Every cut for every thing about me.I let the blood flow out.I put the penknife down.                                                                                                            I turned the water on and let out water on my wrist.It sting.I put the penknife right back were it was.I put bandages on my wrist for it can't soaked my clothes then it will look obvious.                                                                                                                           Then the fans would start to get worried and I don't want them to get worried.I felt like something was in my pocket.I put my hand in my pocket and felt something.I took it out and it was necklace.

It was The necklace that halemoni(grandma)gave me

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It was The necklace that halemoni(grandma)gave me.I decided to put in on.I will protect this and never lose it.It was the only thing that. I had.That reminded me of them.                                                            I remember that gal-abeoji(grandpa)gave me a charm that had a key on it.He gave it to me before he passed away.I took the key and put it on the lock that yah necklace had.I twisted and it revealing..............

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