Chapter 20

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Happy New Years everybody!!2018🎉💥A new year when kpop and everything expect people will be my only friends and still don't have human friends.

Happy New Years everybody!!2018🎉💥A new year when kpop and everything expect people will be my only friends and still don't have human friends

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oh no it's my turn

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oh no it's my turn.I don't want to stand up my legs already hurt from that practice.Even the members are hurting right now but we had to work hard for the fans.



Our manger and the company said we should take a break but we didn't.I got up and my legs already felt like jello.I walked behind the stage without having a pain face on.                                                                  

"Here m/n you have to have this one"One of the stylists said."Okay noona"I grabbed the clothes and went out to change.
                                                   
This clothes are comfy at least."M/n hurry up"the makeup artist said.I got into the chair and she started to put makeup one me.

The makeup artist was finshed."M/n the others are already backstage,were about to go on in 4 minutes"my manger said.I quickly ran backstage with a camera man recording me.

I saw the others."you ready?"Jungkook asked.I nodded.We all put are hands together."Let's do this,1!2!3!"We got under the stage.We were standing on a platform.


"Hwaiting"I said to the camera and said goodbye.The platform was rising up.I could see all the fans,idols and lights.We got into position.The music started.

PRETEND IT IS IN MAMA.(YOU ARE J.SEPH,JENNIE IS JIWOO,JUNGKOOK IS BM,LISA IS SOMIN)       
I quickly got backstage with the others.The people gave us some towels to clean ourselves.I went to the dressing room and got changed into my suit.                                                        
I kinda walk and ran,ralk or wan to my seat.I hope I didn't look like I was in pain because then aroha would be worry."Hey you okay?"Sanha asked worried.I nodded,I was so in much pain that I can't even speak.

Moments later~[^~^]~ We perform two songs baby and crazy sexy cool.They were finally were going to announce the awards.I don't really care if we don't win a award but I do want a award for the guys won't be sad.

"Artist of the year goes to............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................(hehehehe)...............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................ASTRO!"  That's the moment when i smacked my head with the seat because I was sleeping on sanha's lap.

I just looked at sanha with the"you just betrayed me"face or the"really "face.I stood up and started to walk up to the stage with the boys.We got in stage.Jinjin got the award.                                             


He started his speech.Wait,Why are there black spots?Shoot Shoot.I about to pass out.My legs almost felt like jello.I could see some of the fans looking worried.                           
                                                    I feel something coming up my throat.I put my hand to my mouth from keeping the substance going out.Dang it you camera,the people are going to see.
Jinjin finish his speech and I quickly went down the stage and went to the bathroom.I went to the sink and threw up the unknown substance.BLOOD.The spots are coming back but more.                      
  
     I went back wards.Pain spread from my waist.I. Looked down and saw a scratch.I think I scratch myself with something.                                                                                                      Darkness was taking over me.I tried to go outside but I hit the light switch and the lights turn off.I tried to grab something to support me but I hit my head on something.Then I blacked out.

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