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Left behind - An OhmCat (IAMWilcat and Ohmwrecker) Story

Trying to get back on track with these (this one kind of sounds like a song/poem), please comment on my last authors note for my new book and also don't forget to request more! Hope you enjoy! <3

Genre: Angst

Warnings: Sad

Words: 875

-TaylortheDinosaur ^,-,^
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(Ohm/Ryan's POV)

Stuck. Alone. Left behind. I'd like to say I am okay, but I'm not, because of him. He left me, left me behind for her. Worthless words he spouted from those subtle, soft lips as he grazed them into my skin. Three words, with bitter meanings, leaving his poisoned tongue. Oh, but his voice undressed me soothingly with every word.

Tanned skin brushing mine, goosebumps riding my skin as his warmth radiated within me. Softer than the tufts of clouds. His eyes shining, light bursting and expelling all the emotion he felt. A car crash were his eyes, something that shouldn't be looked at but something you couldn't look away from. Bluer than the Atlantic, myself the Titanic, sinking in their waves.

I'm feeling so lost and I don't know where to go now. Lost his smell, his touch, his taste and I'm missing every breath he takes. No longer there with him as he pushed me away, vice gripped on my heart as he turned and left for her.

I try so hard but I fall. Fall for him again in my mind, waiting for him to get me back. For his voice to call for me through the phone. His touch to linger on my skin, just a little longer. His taste to settle on my tongue forever.

I wish I could just close my mind, turn it all off and forget about him. He is my drug. The alcohol I want, the drug I crave, the medicine I need. I can't be sober, drunken in love with his toxic ways. Intoxicated by his sick words and his dangerous heart.

I can't sleep without him there. Bags under my eyes, frozen blue without him. It's so much colder now. He promised. Promised he'd grow old with me. Plans for the future, visions of what was to come. But now, I can't see ahead.

But what about you?

You stepped in. You stayed close. You filled his space. You became that warmth. You became the itch on my skin, the shiver down my spine. You saved me from drowning. You saved me, absorbing the painful waters he left. You created more words, words that lifted me, words that gave me a crown. You treasured me like he never did.

You say you are just a friend, here to help. But you crave my name. You need me close. You want my love. I just can't let you go, I want to grow old with you.

(Wildcat/Tyler's POV)

I knew not to trust him, his smile hiding lies. But you fell for it, you fell for his trickery. Crystal waters swarming round you, you couldn't wait to jump in. And all I could do was watch you swim away from me.

I've always been in the background, been here for you outside. All the little things you do, treasured in my mind. Just to hold you for one second, is all I want and more. You laying in my arms tonight, our hearts beating as one.

Can I love you, would it be alright? I'll just wait here, while you stay by his side. I've been hurt but I'll still try, just to believe you'll never let me go.

You need him, to hold your hand all the time. Need him by your side. He never listened, shut you out and left you behind. You wanted him to stay. Smiling as the phone rings till you know it isn't him. Sleeping no longer possible, without company by your bedside. He left you behind. But I'm here, in the spotlight and I'll help you grow older, I have to try and believe.

You are through with all the pain and the loneliness it brings. Introduced me to your life, and what you wish you could have been. But now I'm here, his shadow in my path. I'm doing my best to love you, care for you and more. I'm already giving in, cause I love you and I hope it will be alright.

I crave to love you, your messy hair and pale skin. I need your smile, your laugh and your eyes to light my way. I want your lips pressed to mine and your fingers to tangle in my hair. I'm intoxicated by your words and emotions. I love you and I can't ever let you go.

(3rd Person's POV)

Ryan loved Jonathan but Jonathan left him behind. For a girl he didn't know, he didn't love and didn't crave. Ryan craved for that love, wanted Jonathan back for so long. 

Despite the pain, Ryan had always cared for Tyler. Tyler got hurt waiting for so long, but he loved Ryan. Tyler helped Ryan no matter what. Mending hearts and fixing the pain. Falling in love with each other​, time after time.

Now, Ryan and Tyler can't let each other go and will grow old together. Because no one got left behind.