A Black Veil Brides Fan Fiction

Chapter 33- Shit!

~ Cynthia's POV ~

I went home and cried for two days straight. I promised Andy I wouldn't hurt myself so I tried to stick to that. I found a loophole pretty quick. I had promised against razors, nothing else. I also picked up some bad habits again.
I guess I was left worse off than before. Knowing that I was missing out on something, love. It was better before. But now I knew what I didn't have and that was worse. You never appreciate something till it's gone....

Reluctantly I got my butt in gear revising for exams, I still fell apart every night.

I couldn't believe I had been so stupid to fall for someone who would leave so soon, especially before the most important exams of my life. I mentally slapped myself. I opened up Andy's twitter.

"Awesome to be back in America guys"

Guess he didn't miss me that much then. Well that's good. I groaned, obviously he wouldn't miss me, I'm not a fucking goddess. He would go back to America meet some hot Bimbo fall in love as only Andy can, being a complete Romeo and all, and that would be it. Anyone could measure up to me, I was no competition. I was a broken orphan who's family hated her so much they all left. It's all my fault.

But the idea of him being with someone else hurt real deep.

I need to remember I was an English two week fling. A fling. Nothing more. God I'm such a slut. Who sleeps with a famous person for two weeks. Well me apparently. I'm so disgusted with myself.

My exams are tomorrow. Fuck. Oh God I wish I have revised more.

.....

I was woken up by my phone buzzing it was a text from Andy.

"Good Luck from me and the guys, you will do great. Love you xx"

Aww, well he remembered.

I got to the university and sat down ready to take the exams. My hands tingled with nerves and I felt sweat forming on my brow. I hate exams, I always feel like I'm going to have a full blown panic attack. On the bright side after this I never have to take another one. Ever. YESSS!

I finished the paper early and left, not wanting to stay any longer.

~ Andy's POV~

I thought about Cynthia all the time. I hated myself for leaving her, and so unhappy as well. I can't believe I am such a dick. I messaged her as much as possible, but I think she was stressed from exams because she didn't always reply and if she did it was short and usually didn't make much sense....

Then a few weeks after her exams I got a snap chat that gave me a heavy lurching feeling right to my heart.

"Shit!" I yelled dropping the phone and running forward to the front of the bus.

"What's wrong?" Jake asked.

"When's our next show?"

"We got half a week off." Jinxx replied, he knew the schedule back to front.

"I'm going to England!" I yelled grabbing my coat and belting it out the door.