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Chapter 1

Hey everyone, sooo this is my first story. It just suddenly came in my head so I just had to write it down.

Soooo yeah haha :) okay on to the story!!!

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Chapter 1

"Sky!"

I turned around and saw a very annoyed Amelia.

"What Lia?"

I knew what she was going to say I just wanted to put it off for as long as I can but, apparently it wasn't going to work this time.

I just wanted to drink tonight, I didn't have the energy to chat up any guys.

It's not like I repelled them but, well it's actually the opposite I always got hit on by guys. It's not like I don't like the male attention cause I do it was a way for me to get certain things I wanted. Things like liquor for a party, doing homework for me or getting into a night club like tonight.

Yeah I know it's an awful thing to use someone but, you gotta do what you gotta do right?

"How come you blew off that hot guy Sky?"

I blew out a breath knowing that Amelia was going to get mad no matter what my answer was for my actions. I looked down into my drink which was not doing it's job by the way. I couldn't believe it after 3 of these they still hadn't even given me a buzz yet.

I heard Amelia clear her throat and tapping her red 7 inch heels against the hardwood floor of the club. I was surprised I even heard her over the loud music and thundering bass.

I looked up from my drink into her eyes and just shrugged.

I didn't know what to tell her.

She let out a sigh and dropped her arms from her chest knowing it was hopeless to push me into something I didn't want.

She held out her hand for me to take. I looked at it questionably then back at her face confused at what she was doing.

She laughed "come on let's dance sweet thing!"

I smiled and nodded yes to her, which was not a good idea 'cause now the liquor was taking effect. I chugged the rest of my drink knowing it was a bad idea since the effects were hitting me hard.

I shrugged, "Oh hell with it" and stood up from the stool I was sitting on at the bar.

I fixed my dress and took Amelia's hand where she pulled me right into the middle of the dance floor. The music was vibrating through the whole club and the people pulsing to the rhythm of the music. I lifted up my arms in the air, flipping my long hair, and swaying my hips to the music and feeling the vibe of the people around me.

I let everything go I just wanted to live in the moment and have fun.

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I walked inside of my house feeling the cold marble floor against my bare feet and it sending relief to my swelling feet. I closed the dark mahogany doors trying to not make too much noise knowing dad was asleep and knowing I wasn't even suppose to be out. I walked towards the marble stairs and gripped the black iron handle to help me support myself so I don't fall down them. I reached the top of the stairs and began walking to the East wing of the house where my room was. I was half way down the hall when suddenly I stopped knowing something wasn't right.

I began having this terrible feeling in my gut telling me that something bad has happened and I should go check on my dad.

So I turned around dropping my heels against the wall not wanting to carry them anymore. When I reach the West wing of the house I defiantly knew something wasn't right. First off I couldn't hear my dad's loud snoring which I hated that's why I was way on the other side of the house. I love my dad don't get me wrong cause I'm a huge daddy's girl but, there are not enough sheep in the world for me to count that would put me to sleep if I slept near him.

When I reached his room I was really worried now cause the door was closed.

My dad never closed his door, he said it always made him feel trapped no matter how big the room is. I turned the sliver nob pushing my way through the door looking for him. I walk towards his bed seeing that he was completely out. I walk to the side of his bed and see a large bottle of Jack Daniels Whiskey on the floor almost completely empty of the light brown liquid.

I pick it up from the white carpet and turn to go to the sink in his bathroom to pour the rest down the drain. I let out a long sigh feeling helpless towards my father's uncontrollable drinking. He wasn't always like this...last year on my 15th birthday dad found out that mom was cheating on him and was leaving him it tore him apart. A month later when the divorce was final it nearly killed him causing him to have alcohol poisoning, the doctors took awhile to resuscitate him. After the incident I talked dad into going into a rehab, he was there 3 months. He returned back to his old self again but then 5 months ago mom committed suicide.

When the bottle was empty I put it on the counter top staring at the empty cold glass bottle. I looked away from the bottle and into the mirror seeing my Aqua eyes darken from my tiredness. I began thinking about my mother...I missed her.

I remember that day she committed suicide she left a note for me in her wistful handwriting. I memorized her letter word for word.

" Skyler,

I'm so sorry my sweet skyler...you have to believe me when I tell you I never wanted you to go through any of this pain that I caused for our family...when I left your father I realized I made a mistake in leaving...

I can't live with the pain of what I did to the both of you anymore

I blame myself for tearing your father's heart apart and him almost dying last year

And letting you down baby girl...

I cant live like this anymore...everyday the pain gets worse and worse

I must tell you I truly loved your father and no one could take his place...I see that now that I don't have him by my side anymore...

I'm so so sorry baby I know after you read this I would've let you down all over again...

Skyler I love you with all of my heart and I'm sorry I've hurt you again...

Please tell your father I'm so sorry for everything I've done and that I love him and always will no matter what....

Love always,

Mom

xoxoxoxo

P.S. I will always be watching over you....I'll be there right next to you so you'll never be alone sky... "

I felt a few tears escape my eyes, my throat dried up and my chest tighten where my heart was. I turned away from the mirror and reached for the empty glass bottle with my hand to pick it up and throw it away in the trash.

I walked back to my dad's bed to cover him up and close the glass doors to the balcony. When I walked past him to close the doors first....that's when I saw something shine in the moonlight behind me, I turned around forgetting about the doors.

That's when my whole world changed.