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Chapter 4

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Chapter 4

*| 1 YEAR LATER |*

I looked out the window of the plane questioning as to who was this Aunt Melinda? Neither mom or dad never mention her....why didn't they tell me about her?

Bobby told me that she was like a cousin on my dad's side or something...

I let out a sigh....I didn't want to leave New York to go live with some weird woman in a weird place. I didn't mind living with Bobby ,but like really who lives in Oregon? Wasn't there like only trees and small town people? How was I going to survive in a place like that? I panicked I didn't know anything about where I was going. I groaned I didn't want to think about it anymore. I snuggled deeper in my seat and closed my eyes, I didn't know how tired I really was. I didn't get much sleep last night...or really any night anymore cause I would always dream about that night dad died. I snickered when a memory of my mother came to mind. She would always tell me before I go to sleep every night that," Dreams are like Angels, they keep out the pain ."

I shook my head and remembered my occurring strange dream. The thing about the dream is that as soon as I saw the bullet entrance in his head...the scene would change and I would be in this peaceful place.....like heaven or something. Anyways I would always be alone and I would walk calling out to see if any one was there. Then suddenly I would hear my name being called out, but no one was even there they would just repeat my name over and over again. The voice was so soft,velvety, it sounded so familiar to me somehow.

Then I would suddenly come face to face to this young woman, she was so beautiful. Her hair was like a very light pastel lavender, her eyes were a soft gray and held a look of adoration when she looked at me, her lips were full and light pink. This woman looked so familiar to me, I just didn't know where I knew her from. Then when she was looking at me she would just say my name and it was the same voice that I heard when I was searching for someone. When she said my name it was almost a whisper cause if she wasn't as close as she was to me I probably would've never even heard her.

I would answer her telling her "Yes, who are you?".

All she would do is smile at me, then suddenly she was gone.

Then I wake up.

The first few times I had the dream I thought I had died in my sleep or something and that's why I was there. I chuckled at that thought....cause it couldn't be that easy for me to die in my sleep, no I think I would die a terrible death since I thought god hated me so much that's why I was alone. I sighed. I was never so negative...I guess that's what happens to someone when they've lost everyone they loved. I wasn't happy, I felt like I didn't deserve to be happy anymore 'cause I was being punished for all the things I've done.

After the incident with my dad that's when I finally believed in Karma, and they weren't kidding when they said Karma was a bitch.

I opened my eyes and looked outside again. It was amazing being up this high and free, nothing being able to touch you. You could go anywhere I smiled at the thought. When I was flying I always felt at peace, all my worries were gone and there was no such thing called earth.

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When we touched down it was official....I didn't want to be here.

I wanted to go back, an idea popped in my head maybe I can sneak back on the plane and go back.....yeah yeah that can work. I turned around and saw my last hope already ascending into the sky.

"GREAT!!!!" "that's just awesome!!!"

I looked up raising my arms in the air saying, "Are you having fun? Yeah I bet you are! Thank you really!"