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Chapter 3

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Chapter 3

"Dear my sweet Skyler,

If your reading this then you already know that I'm gone.... I'm so sorry I left you my baby girl I know I promised you and I'm sorry I couldn't keep it but you must know I couldn't live in a world without your mother in it. I struggled everyday since your mother left... I tried to drink away the pain, but I could never get drunk enough to get your mother off my mind.... I loved her 'til I died or probably not even then...I'll always love her. I only felt half alive baby girl and that wasn't fair to you and what I did tonight isn't either. I know you feel alone...but you're not...I know you Sky your strong. You can get through this. You never let anything bring you down that's what's so amazing about you. You're never alone Sky your mother is watching over you and now I am too. None of this is your fault baby girl...I know you'll try to find a way to make it seem like it was your fault that we left you, but it definitely is not so don't blame yourself. I did this cause I just couldn't deal with the memories of your mother being gone and I couldn't take the pain anymore....

I'm so so so sorry my beautiful Sky...I never meant to hurt you. I promised you that I would always protect you from ever getting hurt....but now I was the one that caused you to feel that hurt. I'm sorry I've failed you at that...

I love you Skyler that I can't explain how much but the Sky wouldn't be the limit to how much I love you it would be more than that.

Love forever and ALWAYS,

Dad

P.S. I'll be watching over you always and waiting for you so we could be together as a family again.

I held the letter in my shaking hands, I couldn't move, my lips went dry, tears fell down my face. I let out a breath that I didn't even know I was holding in. I clutched at my chest where my heart was the pain was awful my tears wouldn't stop. I never wanted to feel this way again....right then and there I promised that I would never let anyone in so I could never feel this way again.

"On the count of 3 and lift"

A adrenaline rush came to my body I dropped the letter and ran to the cops where they were going to take the body away. Then suddenly someone grabbed me around my waist pulling me back, I couldn't get out they were talking to me but I didn't listen I had to stop them. I clawed at the arm holding me back telling them to let go then I felt another pair of arms stopping me. I couldn't let them take him.

"Let go! You can't take him you can't take him!"

"DADDY!" "No stop I need to get him cause you can't take him"

My throat was getting dry, tears were stinging in my eyes and my vision getting blurry from all the tears, I was getting so tired. I was not about give up I was taught better than that!

So I pushed forward harder finally getting out of the arms holding me back and I ran to them. They were almost outside I ran down the stairs with out looking, I didn't have time to worry about falling down them.

I made it to the last step when suddenly arms were around me again stopping me from getting to him. I screamed and kicked I couldn't let them take him.

"NO LET GO....DADDY!" I stretched out my arm to the body bag.

I was so close just a few more inches and I would have him. Suddenly I was yanked away putting more distance between me and him. I screamed they couldn't....they couldn't do this.

"DADDY! DADDY! DADDYYYY!"

I saw them reach the car to take the body away they lifted him in and closed the doors.

The arms around my waist let go of me and set me down so I can stand up. The car took off with him....I couldn't stop them....I failed.

That's when my body shut down and I fell to the marble floor.

Then my whole world went black.