Flashs of the past - part 1

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I could not for the life of me go to sleep. I kept of thinking of when I let izzy help me when I didn't even let the people I grew up with help me. And with that thought I went back to the past where I all most died but I still didn't let people help me.

*Flash back to 1902*
I was on my room getting dressed for the day. Tessa has been in the institute for very long so she doesn't know that I don't let people help me. After I got dressed I went to breakfast like I did even mornings like any one else.

We were doing what we always do and talk but I didn't talk as much as I do because I didn't know Tessa so I didn't want her to know any thing about me. Every know this except for Tessa so they weren't shocked when I didn't talk all that much. I knew that Tessa was troth get me to talk but I just nodded and never spoke.

Before she could ask any questions that I would have to speak I left before it happened. I was in a black shirt and black pants and decided that I was going demon hunting and j always do it myself. I walk out and past Tessa and will than I got out of the institute doors. I could hear them talk and I know it was about me and I'm guessing will she telling Tessa why I didn't want to talk to her.

I had my invisible runs on some the mundanes won't see me. I start walking like I do and just look around to see if there was any demons around that I can kill. There was this alleyway and j hear something that only a demon can make so I thought that j should go see what was you and at the time I didn't know that Tessa and will was following me. I walked into the alleyway and there as I thought was a two demon. I got out my crossbow and pointed it at one of them and what I didn't know is that they knew j was there they were just waiting to have the right moment to attack me. I was about to pull the trigger of the crossbow but before I could one moved its head and looked at me and started to came towards me really fast but I rolled to the side just as fast and j states to fight it.

I was so focus on killing this one demon that I forgot that there were two. I just finished kill the demon when the other one came out of nowhere and j did g have a enough time to get my crossbow out that have to go hand to hand fighting. So I got my hands ready to fight but before the demon touched me it was dead. I looked down at its now dust body to nothing at all and than looked up to see Tessa. She help me and I think she wants me to say something along the lines of thank you but I didn't need her help.

"I didn't need you help" I said than walked past them and looked Will straight in the eye saying 'you know that i don't like when people help me' and than I went to the institute.

But before I did I heard them talking.

"Did I do something wrong" Tessa asked.

"No she just doesn't let anyone help her, she doesn't like it and..." was all I heard from Will as I was out of reach.

*end of flash back*

So that was the time Tessa finds out that i didn't like when people helped me. On that day I didn't talk to her at all but after a couple of day I did because she wanted to help me so that means she doesn't want to kill me so I tried to be friends with her and it worked I mean we are best friends now. But I still didn't let her help me so I wonder why I let izzy help me when I could of helped myself.

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