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I finally got out of bed and it was around 9:00. I when to the kitchen to get something to eat but when I got there, there was something I didn't expect to see. Magnus and Alec full in making out. You I didn't think if Alec as the type of guy to just make out any where, where people can see him but I guess Magnus changed that.

"Wow you know I would leave but this is the kitchen not your room, you know that right?" I asked. Magnus and Alec jumped and pulled away from each other and other at me with surprise face.

"I didn't know you were up yet" Magnus told me. They kind of just standing like they were catch by there parents, funny. I decided to put this to an end just get an apple and walk back to my room without say a word to them so they could continue with what they were doing.

All of a sudden I have a bad feeling like something bad just happened or something bad will happen. First I think of Tessa but I get that thought out of my head cause i know if I think that I would not be able to stop and i would too worried and I would want to go to her even if there was nothing wrong.

I here a knock on my bedroom door and I go to open it. Probably Magnus but than again he is probably still with Alec . I go to open the door and to my surprise it's izzy standing in front of me. What she doing here?

"What are you doing here?" I asked her. She looked at me than back at something behind her than back at me again.

"Well I was in the kitchen and..." izzy didn't finish her answer but u know what she meant.

"Yeah I know what you mean. I catch them before come on in" i told her and moved out of the way so she can come in. All of a sudden my hart just started to race and I think it has something to do with the idea that izzy is in my room. Weird my hart never race just cause someone was in my room.

I got in to my bad and I sat against the headboard and looked at izzy.

"You can sit down" I said after I saw that she was just standing there. Izzy finally sat down at the end of the bed with her legs crossed. She acting weird wonder why.

Lizzy POV
I came to Magnus apartment to talk to Alec and he wasn't at the Institute he could only be here. But when I got to the kitchen I saw Magnus and Alec making out and I didn't want to know that I was there cause than they would stop and they looked so happy so I went to Rosa room to see if I could hang out there until they stop. What I didn't think that would happen was that I would feel this nervousness with her. I have never with anybody have I felt nerves. I don't know why I feel this with her a I don't know how to act with this feeling. And I think she cab see it.

"Are you okay" Rosa questioned me.
Yep she noticed.

"Yeah I'm fine" I said. I don't like this feeling very much.

Rosa POV
I just there with my hart race and I doubt know how to stop it. There's a lot of things I have to figure out like why did i let her help me when I knew I could of done it mystic I really tried. And the fact that I didn't even question it when we were planning it is so wired I would of thought about this but it didn't even come across my mind. It was like it was normal for me to let her help like I have done it before. And the thing Will said is coming back to me. Will is right a lot of the time he is right and I think he is right now.

Am I really going to a mite it. Yes I am.

I like izzy more than a friend.

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