Dear Belinda,
A week passed and I hadn't seen you. Then again, I spent most of my time in the library trying to focus on reading. It proved to be impossible, seeing as I couldn't get you off my mind.
I was a total ass for what I did and nothing was going to change that. Talking to you and tripping over my words would have been less embarrassing than just walking away from you like I did.
The idea of calling you has crossed my mind lots of times, but I decided against it. I didn't want to call you just for you to hang up on me or to apologize over the phone. You deserved a genuine face-to-face apology for what I did.
But I had a feeling you wouldn't want to see me.
I hated that I made you feel worse than you already did after I was practically blind to your feelings towards me and the fact that Joey unceremoniously tossed you aside.
You had every reason to hate me.
And frankly, I hated myself.
Sincerely,
Delilah
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A Series of Letters to My Very Straight Crush
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