Love You ; Ethan Dolan [#1]

3.- Our Texts.

I was about to text my mother to tell her I was okay because I knew that if she didn't hear from me she would flip out. But when I did, I found something curious in my contacts list.

Ethan's name and last name was in one of my contacts. I don't know how he managed to put his number in, but I was glad he did. I was gonna need some help this month, I did not want to be alone.

Me: I have no idea how you added your contact in.

Ethan: I have some tricks.

Me: Adding your number into random girls phones?

Ethan: It's how I pick up girls yeah.

Me: Cool.

Ethan: Nah but really, what's up?

Me: Normally, I don't need help but I do need someone to take me to the store tomorrow.

Ethan: How about we get pizza tomorrow.

Me: I need food for my house.

Ethan: I mean as in for lunch. We buy food for you and we hang out.

Me: Ethan I don't mean to alarm you but...

Should I do this? Should I tell him about my anxiety and how I only mess things up for people? I really want to be honest, but I don't want to push people away. However, isn't that what I'm gonna do anyways?

Me: Ethan I don't mean to alarm you but... I have anxiety and I mess things up for everyone and everyone just ends up leaving me alone like always. I'm always being pushed away because I'm so... Weird.

Ethan: ...

Ethan: I don't find you weird.

Ethan: Yeah you're shy and all, but I'm shy too sometimes. I have anxiety too.

Me: I just hope I don't mess things up.

Me: You seem really nice and I need a friend.

Ethan: Well... I'm here.

Ethan: Gray also thinks you're cool. He thought that it was amazing how quickly you recovered and how you literally just walk with stitches on your stomach.

I smiled at that text.

Me: Fine, you win.

Me: Pizza it is.
Ethan: 😉

Ethan: It's Grays turn tomorrow to edit, so it'll be just us. We might bring him a slice though.

Me: Edit?

Ethan: Yeah, edit. We make videos for a living. Sometimes I edit and sometimes Gray edits them.

Me: What kind of videos?

Ethan: Challenges, mostly.

Ethan: Have you ever checked out our Youtube Channel?

Me: Not really.

Ethan later sent a link to a Youtube Channel named 'DolanTwins', the number of subscribers made my heart stop. Almost 5 million subscribers... Damn, that was a lot.

I checked out Ethan's wisdom tooth removal, which made my stomach hurt when I laughed. So I stopped watching for my health.

Me: I like loopy Ethan.

Ethan: Please don't tell me you watched all of that.

Me: Not all.

Me: Just a bit, my stomach started hurting because of the laughter.

Ethan: About that.

Ethan: You better go to sleep, Emma. You to need to rest.

Me: I've been in a coma for about three days.

Ethan: You need more rest.

Me: That's just an excuse for me to stop watching but okay.

Ethan: Goodnight Em. ❤️

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