Love You ; Ethan Dolan [#1]

5.- VideoGames

Two weeks... I had spent two amazing weeks in L.A with my now best friends. I'd never felt more happy in my life, Ethan even said that, when he was with me, he felt more alive than ever.

He was extremely sweet towards me, reminding me to stay happy every single day. That I was going to be something huge one day. That I wasn't going to be a socially awkward/anxious person no longer.

I didn't know how to feel about the things he told me. But one thing was for sure, I had feelings for him. I couldn't use the word 'Love', but my feelings were stronger than 'Like'. Every single time, he made my heart feel... it felt nice.

I never knew what he felt about me, because I figured he told every girl this. Gray would always send hints to me to tell me that Ethan loved me, once to the point where he was extremely direct to me while Ethan went to the bathroom. He scooted over next to me hoping I'd answer his questions.

"What do you think about Ethan?"

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You know what I mean." he responded.

I sighed and took a bite out of a lonely french fry on my plate. I didn't know what to respond exactly, but I tried my best to explain my feelings.

"I... I guess I like him? But not like a normal middle school crush like a... a big crush..." I said. "But love's a big word so..."

Ethan sat back down after I said that and continued eating, telling us his future plans about going on a road trip around America. Grayson had this smirk on his face as Ethan said all of this, and from time to time glanced at me with a smile.

One night, while I was on my couch watching TV alone, I received a text from Grayson. He told me that I should head to their apartment, that they wanted to play some video games and just hang out and stuff.

Of course I accepted. It was raining out, and I always daydreamed about having a sleepover with someone you loved/liked with you while it was raining. I could imagine Ethan and I playing video games together.

Gray: You know Ethan cares, right?

Me: He tells me that everyday, he cares about everyone.

Gray: He cares about you in a different way.

Gray: He really likes you.

Me: I'm sorry but I simply can't believe that. Why would he?

Gray: Because you're sweet as sugar. You're the first girlfriend or lady friend that actually cares about me too. All of his ex girls acted like if I were an inconvenience.

Gray: That, and you're a really chill person.

I didn't answer right away, all I did was grab an umbrella and paid for a taxi to the twin's house. What Gray was telling me was probably a joke, who could ignore him? He was adorable, he was so kind and gentle... I couldn't believe someone thought of him like that.

I arrived at their house and rang their doorbell a few times. A messy haired Ethan with a long tshirt answered the door, with red moist eyes. He looked like me when I spent days depressed and crying in my bedroom. He was surprised to see me.