The Love Lost Within

Chill Day

Jacob POV

Three months passed and Faith has been so busy and I just want to spend a little time with her because I know she needs it. Ever since our daughter, she's been a little closed in and distant, so I'm gonna plan something real nice for her. The most relaxing place I could think of is the beach, I mean the sound of the waves set a relaxing vibe and we can take some time to vent to each other. After about thirty minutes of thinking and planning I finally got up and took a shower then got dressed while Faith was still sleep so I started preparing a picnic basket. I realized that I had a few things at the office that had to be taken care of so I called my coworker and asked him for a favor.

Faith POV

I woke up to a bunch of rambling and heard Jacob on the phone "How many times did I look out for you?" He asked while he was on the phone "Exactly, now cover for me because I dont want Faith to know about this, I want this to put her in shock" he said those words replayed in my head. Suddenly I heard his footsteps approaching and quickly played back down pretending to sleep "You know I can always tell when you're not sleep, get yo sexy ass up" he said "Who is she?" I asked "Who is who?" he asked looking confused "Don't play dumb Jacob, it's cherish isn't it?" I asked angrily "What are you talking about?" He asked "Cover for me I dont want Faith knowing about this, I want this to put her in shock" I said mocking him he laughed "You must've overheard me on the phone asking Sam to cover for me because I was planning a special day for you" he said "Oh really, give me your phone" I said "Here, take it" he said I called the number back "Calm down Jacob, I just got started on it" a deep voice said I stood there with a blank face for a moment Jacob grabbed his phone and hung it up "So what do we say in this type of situation?" He asked "Whatever" I said "Oh it's whatever now?" He said walking up close to me "Yup" I said he grabbed me and pulled me in close "Alright the game is up go get dressed so we can go" he said "Where are we going" I asked "Just get dressed and stop asking questions, curiosity killed the cat you know" he said "So if that's the case, where are we going?" I asked he laughed "Don't start nothing you can't finish" he said I laughed "You don't start nothing you can't finish" I said and walked up the stairs deciding on my peach high-low dress and started my hygiene process.

Jacob POV

Faith is something else I can't believe she accused me of cheating, especially with Cherish. I dropped our son off at my mom's house yesterday so that I could have Faith to myself. "Lady will you hurry up" I said "Don't rush beauty" she said "In that case you should've been done by now" I said "I hate you" she said "You saying that now, but I can guarantee you won't be saying later" I said "Wanna bet" she said I laughed "If you bet don't put money on it" I said "Hugh no comeback" she said. Ten minutes after I put the stuff in the car, she came down the stairs "And she's alive" I said "Shut up" she said walking past me I grabbed her by her arm "You forgetting something, you gotta pay me" I said she yanked her arm away "Or not" she said I ran up behind her turned her around and pinned her up against the car "Gimme a kiss" I said "Fine" she said I kissed her passionately and her leg rose up so I stopped and walked around to the driver's side.

Faith POV

"Really" I said "What?" He said nonchalantly "Why you do that?" I asked pouting "I was told not to start something I can't finish" he said mocking me "Oh my goodness" I said laughing he walked back over to my side and opened the door "Your chariot awaits" he said "Thanks" I said getting into the car making sure the end of my dress didn't get slammed in the door. While Jacob jogged around to the driver's seat I locked his door laughing at him trying to open it "You do realize that you're not making this any better for yourself" he said I laughed and unlocked the door "Dang man you be taking forever" I said "Oh no you didn't try to blame me for anything" he said "Can you turn on v100.7?" I asked he turned on the radio and Religious by Ne-yo came on and Jacob start singing to me and feeling on my thigh as we were driving.

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Jacob POV
After finally pulling up to the beach and parking me and Faith got out of the car "Why are we here?" she asked eating some of the fruit "I can tell that there is a lot on your mind, and I'm pretty sure that listening to the waves is one way to relieve some of your stress" I said she smiled "Awwww thanks babe" she said "So tell me what's on your mind Faith, and be real because I don't want you to feel like I'm not here for you" I said "Well I'm kind of still not over losing the baby" she said getting teary eyed I got up and came closer to hold her "Baby listen, it's not your fault that the baby didn't make it, and you're not the only person who is hurting, do you know how bad I felt when I found out I don't have a little baby girl to spoil so you can be jealous?" I asked she looked at me "You were hoping for a girl and I couldn't give you one" she said "Look at me and listen to me good Faith, you not able to give me a daughter is not what matters, all that matters is that I have you, your love, and our son" I said "I'm kinda scared to have another baby J" she said "Who said we have to, I mean I'm not forcing you to have children but you weren't so scared when I wa-" she cut me off "Anyways, thanks for bringing me out here today" she said smiling "No problem baby, I miss you and I felt like you were avoiding me" I said "I'm not avoiding you, I just like to work" she said "You dont even let me know when you leave, what I can't get kisses and see you laters and love yous, some nights I be wanting to tire yo ass out so you be too tired for work in the morning" I said "Whoa um well why didn't you say anything?" She asked blushing "I just did, and you never around anymore" I said "I'm not avoiding you, but you be having my back hurting" she said "That's a good thing" I said she started smiling "Whatever" she said my phone started ringing "What up?" I said "Umm I think I messed up something" my coworker Sam said "Alright I should be there soon gimme ten minutes or so" I said "Alright" he said I hung up. "So unfortunately I gotta go up to the office" I said "Huh okay" she said I picked up a strawberry and fed it to her "Don't worry I'll be home before you know it" I said. I took Faith home and I could tell she was upset and I was too, but I can make it up to her later.

Faith POV

Jacob took me home so he can go handle something at work. I was laying in the bed and looked at the clock "Dang it's 8:45 I should start cooking dinner" I thought to myself. I decided to make lasagna and salad looking into the bottom cabinet I reached for the pan to make the lasagna. I felt hands reach around me and I jumped "Relax baby it's me" Jacob said "You scared me" I said "What you doing?" Jacob asked me "I was about to make some lasagna for you" I said "I'm not hungry, but I can go for some dessert" he said licking his lips "Oh my goodness" I said "Gimme a kiss" he said "No" I said he pulled me in closer "Look me in the eyes and say no" he said I looked him in his eyes and smiled "You smell good" I said "Exactly now come here" he said pulling me closer bringing his lips to mine "So what took you so long to get here?" I asked "Sam mixed up a few papers and entered some stuff into the wrong account so they had the genius fix it, Tony woulda did it but he on his honeymoon with yo bestie" he said "Ooooh I love a smart man" I said "Well I don't mean to brag but uhhh" he said "Oh my goodness, move" I said "Watch your mouth baby girl" he said "Or what you gone punish me?" I said laughing he looked at me scooped me up bridal style "I told you to watch yo mouth, but you been testing me all day now you gone get it" he said. Man I missed these types of nights he layed me on the bed and started to kiss my neck which caused me to get weak then he started to move down I moaned in pleasure "Say you want me to stop" he said "No don't stop keep going" I said he smiled and looked at me while he worked his tongue I pushed his head further into me as my body started to tense up he stopped and soon I felt him penetrating inside of me his strokes were amazing "Go deeper" I said I heard him chuckle "This why you be sore now" he said my nails started to dig into his back man I swear he knew what he was doing, my body started to tense up again "Cum for me baby" he said as we both reached our peaks together "I needed that" I said as he was holding me "I could tell, besides I missed you scratching my back up like that" he said "Oh really" I said laughing "Yea, Faith I love you and I dont ever want to lose you" he said "I love you too J, you're the best thing that happened to me" I said "I told you that you were gonna be saying that, but let's get some sleep, we can leave Hezekiah with my mom because we gone have this whole week to ourselves okay baby" he said "Wow, and why?" I asked "Because I'm selfish and I want you all to myself" he said I laughed and we both drifted off to sleep

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Sorry guys for the lonnnnnnnng ass update but I was kinda busy Lol but there y'all too

Special thanks to my rollie for helping out with the outfit and the dinner idea

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