Me and GD Book 1 (BIGBANG G-Dragon Fanfic) 18+ (COMPLETED)

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*LISTEN TO THE SONG AS YOU READ*

~G-Dragon's P.O.V~

I could see the heartbreak in her eyes, the tears just fell, why is this world such a cruel place. "Brielle I.. have something else to tell you." I said, staring into her teary eyes, my heart sunk with sadness at the news I was about to tell her. "They posted the pictures to the internet, YG isn't happy. They say that I need to stop this 'Silly relationship' and focus on my album. You still have your job though, but this relationship isn't stopping I promise." I said, as her heart shattered in front of me. "This is all my fault, I don't wanna ruin your career..." She cried, clutching her sides, "Brielle it's not your fault, and you aren't ruining my career, I promise.." I tried to calm her but she just pushed me away. "I'm just going to go for a while." She said, starting to walk away, I grabbed her wrist roughly, trying to pull her back. "Let me go Jiyong." She cried, turning towards me, tears staining her cheeks. "No. I'm not letting you leave, not until you calm down first, I don't want you doing anything stupid." I replied, pulling her again. "LET ME GO!" She screamed, tears falling faster, I grabbed her and pushed her against the wall, locking my lips with hers. She struggled but then accepted the kiss, wrapping her arms around my neck. I pulled away and smiled at her, her lip quivered and she pulled me into a hug, crying loudly. I felt a few tears slip from my eyes as well, I sniffled, burying my face into her neck. She held my face close to hers, smiling at me. "I love you so much Ji." She whispered, cupping my cheek before kissing me gently again. "I promise that I won't leave you, ever." I whispered back, holding her hand. I lead her back to the room and laid her on the bed, cuddling up next to her, holding her close. "Just rest okay... I'll see you in the morning I promise, I'm going to work on my song." I said, kissing her cheek, covering her up with the blanket. "Goodnight baby.." She whispered from under the covers. I walked out into the living room, opening my laptop, pulling up my word documents. I began typing up some more lyrics to my new song "Super Star", I sighed, my head began to pound. My phone began ringing, picking up to see the caller was, my heart sunk, it was YG. "Yes?" I said, sadness in my voice, "Jiyong, I thought I told you to end this silly shit. Someone spotted you with her today." My manager's angry voice sounded in my ear. "S-Sir I-I love her, I can't just leave her." I said, my voice cracking as tears began to fall. "I don't care, It's her or your career choose." With that he hung up the phone. I dropped my phone on the counter, then dropped to my knees, I can't lose her, she means so much to me, but I don't wanna lose my job either, I'm so torn. I sat back on the chair and cried into my arm. I closed my laptop and paced around the house, deep in thought about what I'm going to do. My heart felt heavy in my chest, I was torn between two things that I loved, it was so hard. I thought long and hard, I want to protect Brielle, I know what I have to do, I have to leave her, not forever, but just until this all blows over. I stood up from the couch and headed for my room, keeping quiet so I don't wake up Brielle. I began packing a backpack full of clothes, leaving some behind, I grabbed my phone charger and ear buds, I put everything on the couch and sat down. The clock read 10:30 at night, I groaned and put my face in my hands, weeping quietly. I don't wanna leave her, but it's for her protection, I promised I'd be here when she woke up, but I wouldn't be, I felt so guilty for leaving her like this, but I'm leaving her my house and going to stay at my apartment at the YG building. I sat up and took a piece of paper and began writing her a note, pouring  out my heart about how much I loved her, and that we would be together after this all blows over. I said I was leaving her the keys to my house and the extra car in my garage, and that if she sees me at work to keep on walking like we never even met, even if it hurts. I felt so sick, my heart was in my stomach. I placed the note and keys on the table, I sat back on the couch, groaning lowly to myself. "I love you so much Brielle." I whispered to myself as my eyes drifted to my closed bedroom door, my head continued to pound as I waited for it to get later in the night, I didn't wanna be hear if she woke up, but part of me did, so I could explain more. It was so hurtful of me to leave her like this, even after we've become intimate with each other, I was her first for fucks sake. It felt like hours, before the clock read 2am.  I grabbed my back and slung it over my shoulder, pulling out my phone and sending my manager a text to unlock the main doors so I could get into my apartment. I opened the door and looked back at the bedroom door, I sighed as tears began to fall again as I shut the door and heading for my car. I unlocked it and sat in the drivers side, slamming my hands on the steering wheel, shouting angrily. I took one look back at the dark house before putting my car in reverse and driving off to the YG building.

A/N: IM SORRY BUT DRAMA HAS TO HAPPEN I LOVE YOU ALL I PROMISE THIS STORY WILL GET BETTER! AUTHOR OUT!