Me and GD Book 1 (BIGBANG G-Dragon Fanfic) 18+ (COMPLETED)

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~Brielle's P.O,V~

I woke up the next morning to his side being empty, I looked around and smirked. Maybe he was in the bathroom, I karate kicked the door in, laughing crazily, to find a cold empty bathroom. I sighed, maybe he fell asleep writing his song, I tiptoed out of the bedroom to find the house very eerie and quiet. I noticed some keys and a note on the counter, I picked up the note and began reading, it said.

Dear Brielle,

I know you're probably looking around the house for me, but i'm not there. I left. I'm sorry it had to be this way but i'm doing it to protect you. Words can't describe how much I love you but we have to break up for the time being. After all of this blows over, we can be together in secret forever, I promise. Please take the keys to my house and my extra car and use them until  my return to you. When we go to work, If you see me, pretend like we never met, or like I don't even exist, even if it hurts. YG called me last night, telling me I had to choose, even though I chose music over you, doesn't mean I'm not coming back. I love you with all my heart Brielle, it took so much thought for me to leave but I want to protect you from the public, the fans, and YG. I don't need another life lost in my life because of some silly scandal. Please don't try to contact me either, it will make suspicions worse at the YG building, please go on with your life as if we never met until I come and get you. I love you jagiya, with all my heart.

~Love Jiyong-ssi

I dropped the paper and keys onto the floor, the dam of tears broke through and fell as I weeped. Life is so fucking unfair, I lost the one I tried to have since I got into K-Pop, stupid fucking scandal, If we would have never had sex in his car, I would still have him. I threw the keys at the wall, screaming in frustration. I loved this man, now I've lost him. How am I supposed to pretend like we never happened, we did happen. He was my first everything, my first love, first kiss, first sexual partner, I threw the paper across the floor, screaming in frustration, life was a cruel ass place, and I wish I didn't live in it.  He broke his promise of being here when I woke up, my world felt like it shattered into a million pieces. I cried and then began feeling sick, I ran to the bathroom and emptied the contents of my stomach into the toilet. I groaned and leaned against the wall, I've never been so sick from crying in my life, I heaved and put my head back over the toilet, throwing up again. I cried harder as I vomited, why was I getting so sick. I paused, fear spiked through my body, I couldn't be. I ran out of the bathroom and to my phone, pulling up my period tracker, my heart sunk, I was two weeks late. "This can't be happening, not now..." I muttered, as tears began to fall once more, I threw on my sneakers and grabbed both sets of keys from off the floor and headed to the garage on the side of the house. I hopped in the car and headed for the drug store in town, I drove past the YG building on the way there, seeing Jiyong sitting outside up against the wall, I quickly stopped in the parking lot across from it and stormed across the street. I grabbed his wrist and dragged him around the corner. "Brielle! I thought I tol-" I cut him off, "We have a problem. A big fucking problem." I said, tears pricking at the corners of my eyes. His gaze softened a bit, "What is it?" He asked, stroking my face, my body shivered at his touch, my eyes met his. "I think I'm pregnant Ji, my period is two weeks late." I said, tears flowing down my cheeks, his body stiffened and his eyes went wide. "I saw you because I was on my way to the drug store, so I thought I would let you know..." I muttered, breaking eye contact with him. "Let's go, now." He said, pulling my arm towards my car, I let him drag me as he got in the drivers seat, me climbing in the passenger seat. He sped off more into town, pulling up in front of a small drug store. "Go get it." His voice was cold, almost like he was angry, I nodded in response and headed out of the car. Once inside the store, I grabbed the thing I dreaded to ever touch for a long time, a pregnancy test. I paid for it at the counter and entered the car, clutching the bag, Jiyong didn't even look at me, he seemed so upset, was he upset with me? He pulled into the driveway at the house, getting out and going inside, I followed him, my heart thumping wildly. I stepped into the bathroom and followed the instructions on the box, my heart was racing, I had to wait two minutes for full result. I was so nervous, what if he made me get an abortion, my body shuttered at the thought, tears pricking at my eyes. If he loves me would he even do that to me? I turned towards the little white stick sitting on my counter, the result wasn't visible just yet so I exited the bathroom, looking down at my feet, Jiyong was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands, he shot up from the couch and looked at me. "What does it say?" He asked, his stare looked concerning, I shook my head. "It hasn't come up yet but I'll go check it again." I said heading back to the bathroom, picking up the little white stick. My heart sank, I carried the stick out and faced him, "J-Jiyong... It's positive.." 

A/N: OOOOO A JIYONG BABY! COMMENT HOW YOU GUYS THINK HE WILL REACT??? AUTHOR OUT!