Undefined

Loje

"Love you too bestie" I just got off the phone with Maka. She was with Drew and he wanted time with her. I understand the whole that's his girlfriend, I'm just the 'friend', I'm not important, he is bullshit but God lee, you could let us have a decent conversation.

"Loje get your motherfucking ass down here and clean up my damn kitchen"

Here she go with allat damn hollering, I bet it's a cup and a spoon in the sink. I just cleaned the kitchen an hour ago, even though it's NOT MY DAY TO CLEAN IT! She really be pressing me over lil stuff. I coul-

"I told you get your ass in here and clean this kitchen!! Have me call you again and that phone is mine Loje Nekohl Smith!"

"I'm coming!" I yelled from my room, telling her I was on my way. I got up out my bed and began to walk out of my room.

*SLAP* "I don't know who the hell you think you getting smart with lil girl, if I tell you do something, It's yes ma'am without all that lip. You understand me?"

I could barely get words out of my mouth without tears rolling down my face. "Yes"

"Yes what?"

"Yes Ma'am"

I started to walk off only to be yanked by arm and my mother telling me give me my damn phone. I had no reply, I simply reached in my back pocket, took out my phone and gave it to her.

"And don't part your lips to ask me when you getting it back."

I simply walked away and cleaned the three dishes in the sink. Me and my mom never got along, she found little reasons to pick on me and I can only imagine why. I swear I think about leaving this bitch everyday. If it wasn't for my la brother and sister, I would've walked out just now. Idk where I'd go, how I'd get there, or what I'd do. I feel trapped. Trapped in my house, trapped in my body. I sometimes feel as though I'm dying and nobody can see me drowning. Nobody can hear me screaming for help. Nobody can see me crying, I'm invisible. I'm noticed by everyone but viewed by none.

I wipe off the counters and sweep the floor before heading back to my room. Luckily she didn't take my laptop. I put in my headphones and listened to Lucci. He soothed me, he was my favorite rapper despite everything people say about his 'wack music'. I logged into my IG and dm'd William.

*Another fight, over dishes! Mom got my phone, just text me on here babe*

He saw it immediately and replied *Really Lo, I'm so sorry about that, what happened? You good? Need me to come get you?*

I loved how William was always there for me, he'd be here anytime I asked, no matter the situation but I knew I couldn't leave. He knew that too, but he always asked.

*Nahh, I'm good. I Love you Allen*

*I love you too Loje Smith*

I closed my laptop and decided I'd go to sleep. I would text Maka but I'm pretty sure she's tied up with Drew, so I'll just tell her tomorrow.

~

I was awaken by screaming and yelling by none other than the famous, MOM!

"None of you never do shit round here but always asking for shit. Ungrateful ass kids. And your selfish ass sister go to work like that's her only responsibility round this place, then leave my damn house looking a mess. She blow her money every paycheck and don't give me shit. But still be asking me for shit."

I couldn't take it anymore, this lady was crazy and lying to her self.

"I don't do anything around here??! I pay for ALL my senior fees, I pay for everything dealing with the dance team to take a load off YOUR shoulders. I just bought groceries for the house last week while YOU was at work. You didn't even bother to say thanks. I cook every night for the twins and I. I take them to school, I'm the Co-Captain and I'm late to practice everyday because I make sure they get home safely! I don't do anything? I'm basically their mother?"