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Makaylan

Nobody sees. Nobody knows. We are a secret. Can't be exposed. That's how it is. That's how it goessssss, far from the others. Close to each otherrr.

My Bluetooth blasted the song 'Uncover by Zara Larsson' while I took a bubble bath. I felt so dirty. I needed to cleanse myself. I needed to come clean but Lord knows how'd everyone hate me if I told the truth. I'm still trying to piece together how he said I came on to him? I don't remember everything from that night. I was DRUNK. It wasn't really my fault. But I let it go on and on for this long. I have to take responsibility SOMEWHERE. I just needed to replay the events in my mind. Think Maka think. Wtf happened that night? I'm trying to recall that night in my head but everything's a blur. I remember being at a party. It was William, Loje and me. We was at a kappa party doing things we had no business doing but it was summer 17' and we wasn't letting up for SHIT. Drew had been out of town that week and wasn't back in town for the party. I took my own car while Loje and William came in an Uber. I was going to bring both of them home that night and I'm trying to piece together what led up to us departing from Lo.

"I'm stumbling all over the place, I really need to get home." Lo said, bugging in my ear.

We had just got to the party an hour ago and I was taking her and William home. I wasn't ready to leave!

"Bitch!! We JUST got here, you had one cup and you already ready to leave?"

"Yassssss, alcohol is NOT MY THING and I ain't trying to walk into my momma house pissy drunk, you know how she get. But you don't have to leave, I'll call the Uber lady who brought us here. She said if we needed her to come back and get us, she would. And she seemed nice."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes girl, Will can stay with you. I think he's in the restroom right now. Just tell him whenever he gets back that I went home."

"Alright girl, love you. Stay safe. Text me as soon as you get home!"

"Bitch imma be alright, have your fun, this your crowd."

Loje left, I knew she wasn't going to be able to last long. But that's what happens when you have a goody two shoes as your bestfriend.

"Ya, where ma girl?"

"Oh she went home, she said you could still ride with me after the party if that was cool with you. You know how she is. She had one drink and was gone. Plus she ain't want her moms tripping."

"Lol she a trip. I ain't gone be too far if you looking for me."

I carried on at the party, drink after drink after drink. It was a shot contest and of course I had to play. It took me my third time playing to win, and I was OUT! I had one too many shots, I felt high even though I didn't smoke, more than half the people there were smoking weed. I didn't know where Will was but I needed him to drive me home.

"William!!!!!!" I screamed around the room while walking and stumbling into everything in my way.

"Makaylan what's your problem?"

"Come on. I'm ready to go home. I'm tired."

"Iight, I'll hit you up later bro" He said to some guys I never saw before.

"Want me to drive girl, unless you trying to kill us?"

"Boy, I wouldn't kill you, but you can kill me."

"Yea, you're drunk and definitely need to get home."

"We do need to get home, cause ain't nobody there, just how I like it."