Catharsis

The Hopes of a Lone Wolf

I lay on my back and smiled at the sky as she laughed, it was the most genuine laugh is heard out of her yet and I didn't want it to end.

But all good things must end, all friends leave in the end. No matter how much you want them to stay they disappear from your life and leave you with nothing but bittersweet memories.

She was warm and safe, she made me smile like I'd never done before. I wanted her to be there to make me laugh forever, but she was one of the good things in my life and had to leave. She was leaving next year and much to my dismay the end of this one was coming closer faster than I would like.

I didn't know if I would see her again, if we'd still be friends when she returned. I didn't think so, and even if I was lucky enough for that to happen I wouldn't get any further, I'm sure she would have found herself someone to share her cold and lonely nights with while she was gone.

My only hope would be to tell her how I feel before she leaves. I know it won't stop her from leaving, but maybe it will keep me in her mind as she travels to new horizons. Some small, pathetic part of me hoped that it would make her realise something and by some miracle she would come back to me when she returned.