Catharsis

I Hate You

I've hated you a thousand times over.

You made me happy and I hated you for it.

You haunted my dreams at night and I hated you for it.

I was scared and I hated you for it.

I didn't tell you the things I wanted to and I hated you for it.

A song reminded me of you and I hated you for it.

I called out your name and hated you for it.

I loved you and I hated you for it.

You left and I hated you for it.

The light you brought into my life disappeared and I hated you for it.

I missed your touch and I hated you for it.

I felt the void where your smile would sit and I hated you for it.

I forgot what your voice sounds like and I hated you for it.

I spoke to friends we both know and I hated you for it.

I stood in places you once stood with me and I hated you for it.

I basked in the memories you left behind and I hated you for it.

I saw you smile without me and I hated you for it.

I saw you live and I hated you for it.

I felt myself die and I hated you for it.

Though I hated you a thousand times over it hasnt changed that love you more than I know what to do with

And I hate you for it.