My First Love / My First Lesson

The Walk

"Keep The Change." Who He Think He Is. I Thought To Myself As He Grabbed The Bags && We Left. I Didn't Question It Cause It Wasn't My Place. Hell He Just Told Me To Get Whatever I Wanted. ON THE FIRST "DATE". Who Gone Question A Nigga Who Says That? Right! Not I. As We Walked Out The Store He Asked What I Wanted To Do? In My Head I Wanted To Be Up Under Him But It Was Too Early && I Knew I Was Going To Have To Go Home Soon. "Ima Go Find My Cousins && Head Home." I Said. I Really Didn't Want To Leave. This Was The Happiest I Had Been In A Long Time Since Everything Just Seemed To Be Falling Apart In My Life. He Looked At Me && Smiled. "Come On Then Lets Go Find Them." He Said Walking Up To Me. He Offered Me Some Of His Water But I Politely Declined. "You Just Brought Me This Juice." I Said Pulling It Out The Bag && Rolling My Eyes. He Laughed "I Know But You Looked A Little Thirsty." He Said Laughing At His Own Joke. "Boooyyyy You Look Thirsty With Them Wet Ass Lips." I Went On. "We Can Take It There If You Want To." He Smirked && Stopped. He Pulled Me Close To Him && Looked Me In My Face. He Licked His Lips && Said, "Wet Like You Gone Be." Biittcccchhhh My Body Was Feeling Things It Never Felt Before. Oh, Did I Mention I Was A Virgin. Yea, A Bitch Was A Virgin. Firm Walls && All. I Was Scared To Even THINK About Boys But This Boy, This Boy Did Something To Me That No Other Could. I Stared In His Eyes && It Took Everything In Me Not To Kiss Him. I Didn't Know How To Reply To That So I Just Smiled. We Walked Through The Alley "AUNNA, Rai Rai" I Yelled. I'm The Type That If I'm Looking For You, IM LOOKING FOR YOU. "AUNNAAAAA, RAIIII RAIII" I Yelled Again. Looking Left && Right Through The Alley. "Yell Louder So The Folks In The Back Can Hear You." Fresh Laughed. I Looked At Him && Rolled My Eyes. "You Corny Asf Dude." I Said Laughing. We Walked For A Few More Minutes When I Spotted Them. "COUSINSSSS" I Yelled Down The Street. They Looked Up. "Heeyyyy" I Said Waving With My Tongue Out. "Heyyy Cousin" They Both Said. They Said It The Way I Said It && We Started Rolling. "Where You Been." Aunna Questioned. I Looked At Her. "Girl, I'm Grown. Where YAL Been Is The Question." I Tried To Change The Subject But She Wasn't Going For None Of That. "The Park. Now Where You Been?" She Asked Again. She Had Her Dumb Smile On When She Wanted To Hear Some Juice But There Was No Juice To Give. "We Were At The Park, Then We Went The Store, Now We Here." I Said. "That's It That's All." "Mhmm Hmh." She Said With Her Lips Poked To The Side. "Don't Let Me Find Out." I Laughed "Anyways, This Is Fresh, Fresh These Are My Cousins Aunna && Rai Rai." "Hey How Yal Doing." He Said && Shook Both Their Hands. "So Polite." Aunna Said. Rai Rai Didn't Like People So Be Shook His Hand && Went On About Her Day. "Yal Ready To Go?" I Asked Them. "Nooo We Chillin. We'll Leave In A Little Bit." They Said. I Looked At Them. Now They Know Damn Well We Had A Curfew. I Didn't Dare Say That In Front Of Him But They KNEW WE HAD A CURFEW THE HELL. && I Wasn't About To Get In Trouble For Nobody. They Knew The Way Home. "Well I'm Leaving, I'll See Yal At The House." "Alright." They Both Said. I Looked At Him && Went To Give Him A Hug. "How You Getting Home?" He Asked. "I'm Walking." I Replied. "How Far Is It?" He Had A Look In His Eyes Like I Better Not Lie. "It's Far But Not That Far To Where Its A Far Walk. It's A Nice Distance Walk." I Said Laughing. I Confused Myself There For A Little Bit. "Nah, You Not Walking By Yourself. I'll Walk With You." He Said Looking At Me. "Alright." I Said "Let's Walk." "Bye Yal." I Said To My Cousins As We Started Walking Down The Street. It Started Getting Cold && I Didn't Have A Jacket, So I Crossed My Arms && Rubbed My Elbows. "Come Here" He Said Pulling Me Into His Arms. "I Can't Have You Cold Out Here In These Streets" He Said As He Wrapped His Arms Around Me. "How We Gone Walk Like This?" I Laughed As I Asked Him. "I Got This You Just Walk." He Whispered In My Ear.