Monolog si Gadis Kota

Lost

Someone asked "how do you know who do you love the most?"

I replied casually but firmly, "I just know"

Duhh... they say "you'll never know how much you love until you've lost"

I don't ever want to go through that...

I don't need to go through that...

I met my ex a couple of years ago and he told me how he wished we had never broken up!

The look in his eyes...
The stutter in his voice...
The sadness in his smile...
Is enough for me to know that I should never ever let myself be in that situation, ever!

He's happier now with his current girlfriend, yes he assures me that he is indeed happy with his life.

I guess it's true, some things that were left unsaid or left unattended kinda creates little void in our hearts...

"The regrets of being the one who left" is what he could sum up of what he had to go through post-break up!

I never knew such thing even exist...

I only knew "the feelings of being left behind".

Who would have thought that over the years, it hits them who left us that breaking up was their huge mistake.

How do I know who I love the most? I KNOWWWWWWWWW!!