If love is a crime, make me your victim...

Chapter n°11

 Hello !!! ^^ It really long time since I published!! I am sorry about it, the courts started again early... And I couldn't write often because of my schedules. As a result, to catch up me, my publications will be longer! (yippee!!) So, let's go !!! Chapter n°11 !!! Good reading ! ;)

Natsu POS:

I sat, a glass of water in the hands... with Erza was staring at me for five minutes without saying anything...

_ Erza: (fixed)...

_....

Must I start the conversation or we'll be here tonight!

_ UM... It's nice home... (Try a smile) And otherwise, are you ok?

_ Erza:...

Spleen... I was looking at my glass of water. One thing was certain: she wanted me to. I felt his presence the last time that I had talked to Lucy. And after, I had ignored Luce for a week, normal that she wants me! I was pushing a sigh.

_ Erza: (sigh) Go ahead...

I reported my head, amazed that she speak to me finally.

_ 'Go ahead', is that ?

_ Erza: (looks at me like I was an idiot) Go on, tell me your problem!

_ Ah! I thought you were going to throw me out...

_ Erza: (shrugs) It was a possibility... But I know something's bothering you: so I hear.

_ Thank you Erza! You're nicer than I thought!

She gave me a black look (well, what?) It's the truth...) but don't cast me out.

_ Good... So, I will try to explain my problem as clearly as possible but it's going to be complicated...

_ Erza: (frowning) Why it?

We were there: I talk about my problem not to mention the existence of my species.

_ I know that I does not facilitate you the task, but I... I don't know how to tell you but I can't tell you everything . Finally, rather for me... Uh, how to say it correctly?

_ Erza: (thoughtful) If I understand, you explain your problem but shut up info on you?

_ That's the idea... And don't ask me why!

_ Erza: (take a deep breath and then expires) Agree. (Nods) OK. (Look at me intensely) I'm listening.

_ Good... The last time, when I wanted to apologize to Lucy, I... I didn't react like that... She asked me explanations that I couldn't because of my situation... I got angry because I couldn't answer him, I could not tell her the truth, she saw him and I thought that... (Breathes) What she trusted me more.

Suddenly, I shook my fists. Erza looked at me without saying anything, waiting for me to finish.

_ But the worst wasn't that... I was angry ! Against her ! Because she did not understand or did not want to make the effort to understand that I couldn't say anything. His reaction hurt me.

I was inspired. I almost got to talk... The ordeal was almost over: what I wanted to say not admit, for a week, finally came out.

_ And then, she told me what she felt. She knew me better than I thought... She even understood that I had a secret that I was trying to hide. But because I didn't say anything she was worried, imagining things... (bitter laugh) And then Gadjeel has put his two cents on top... I've lost it and when I rendered account, I was doing him wrong... And after that, I didn't know how to do. The only advice that have given me it was "stay away: stay away from her." I was - or rather I'm - lost...