If love is a crime, make me your victim...

Chapter n°15

Hi everybody! I don't much have to say except that I didn't think of having one day so much view! It affects me a lot and that tempts me to go farther ^^ So, really, thank you a lot !! Otherwise, chapter n°15, GO !! Good reading !

POS Erza

A new week had ended. Natsu and Lucy became increasingly close every day. I could only be happy for them but despite myself, I felt a bit of jealousy. Jealousy that I kept to myself, I didn't make them in sentencing. But I do not think the only one: it was enough to look around. The glances and whispers spoke for themselves. Often, when I noticed this kind of behavior, I couldn't help but intervene and tell people to be on their way. Only I could understand what they were feeling: it wasn't a bad jealousy, but ratherwant to know the same thing. When we look at them, could, without a doubt, to say that they were made for each other.

And, secretly, I wanted that to happen to me: that one day I meet a person who, when she looks at me, make me understand that I am his world... But somehow, that I couldn't explain, I felt that this person was there, not far from me. Close enough that I could know it was there, but far enough away for I can never see her... And it hurt...

Time skip

_ Lucy: Erza!

_ Lucy?

She came running to me, followed closely by my other friends Mira, Juvia and Levy.

_ Lucy: You're not with us?

_ Uh... Come where?

_ Mira: Mooh Erza! When I tell you you got to head somewhere else at the moment!

_ Levy: Yet you said you were coming. Did you hear us at least?

_ That is... Um... I feel not very well at the moment...

Lucy approached me and put his hand on my shoulder.

_ Lucy: (soft) Come with us: let's go to the coffee! (smile)

I looked at her and then I was looking at my other friends. I end up their smile and accepted their invitation once again.

At the Café

_ Lucy: (just place orders) Well, what he won't Erza?

I felt their eyes were on me. I stared at my hands for to focus me. But as I late to respond, they began to ask questions.

_ Juvia: Is it something happened to Himawari? That's why she is absent?

_ No, it's not because of Hima. She's going very well, simply her boyfriend had a problem with his boss and as he struggled to fix the problem, Hima went help.

_ Mira: Therefore, if this isn't the problem, what is it?

_ Actually, it's complicated... Where to start?...

The waitress eventually bring us our orders, we wanted good appetite and left.

_ Lucy: Say what it comes into your head, we'll try to put in the order. (Take a bite of the chocolate cake) Too good!

_ Well... I have the impression that as time goes by, more I'm looking for something... (Pause) or someone. And... (Shake my fist) I don't know why, but this distance make me hurt!

The girls fixed me, speechless. Mira resumed his spirits the first.

_ Mira: Wait! You wouldn't try to tell us that the person you're looking for would be your soul sister?

I looked at her, surprised by its conclusion.

_ Levy: Mira!

_ Juvia: Juvia believes in fate! And love at first sight! (think of Gray)