Underpressure (Gerard Way and Frank Iero Fanfic/love story)

This is how I disappear

Polly's POV

I woke up in a strange room. What? Wasn't I watching a movie with Kim and the two psycho boys? I see I fell asleep. I tried to stand up from the bed I was lying on but I couldn't. Someone's arm was around my waist and I couldn't stand up. I turned to see who this someone was. Gerard. Suddenly he opened his eyes. Then he smiled and looked at me in a weird way.

"What am I doing here?"

"Sleeping" he answered

"With you" I said discusted

I rolled my eyes and tried to get off the bed.

"Let me stand up"

"No"

"Gerard I said let me stand up!"

"And I said fucking no!" he shouted

"Look... I have to go to the toilet. Get it?" I said in a lower voice

"Okay" he said

I stood up and headed to Gerard's bathroom. He followed me.

"Wait, what do you think you are doing?" I said

Was he following me to the bathroom? I mean, no way he will come with me. Who does he think he is.

"Making sure you don't do something I don't like" he said frowning

"Oh my god..." I laughed sarcastically

"Are you gonna get into the bathroom or what?" Gerard said.

"Not with you"

"Okay. Go to bed then" he said

"But..." he cut me off

"These are my rules. You won't go the bathroom alone"

I rolled my eyes and made my way into the bathroom in a sassy way. Gerard followed me and then closed the door.

"Turn around" I told him

He raised an eyebrow.

"Fuck you, Gerard! Please turn around! Please."

"Sure" he said and faced the wall

This was just... akward. And embarassing. But I was peeing so badly. When I finished he turned around to look at me. I washed my hands and then faced him. He laughed.

"What?" I said with a mean tone while raising an eyebrow.

"Nothing, nothing" he said still with a breathed laugh and we both left the bathroom.

Gerard's POV

We left the bathroom and sat down on the bed.

"I am tired" Polly said

"Sleep then"

"I feel uncomfortable around you"

"What a shame then. I will not go anywhere" I said being mean to her

"Perfect. Let me go home then"

"Uhh... No way" I laughed

"I don't fucking understand why I have to be here! I don't want to be with you. I don't want you to be around me" She said

I felt my heartbeat stop. Those words hurt me. The girl I loved didn't want me. She doesn't want to be here with me. I can understand, I wouldn't be comfortable with someone who kiddnaped me but I loved her. And this hurts.

"You are here because you must be here! And you are mine now. So better do what I tell you to do or I will fucking hurt you! Okay?" I yelled at her

She was frozen. She dropped some tears and then nodded. I then knew she was scared. I am a.monster. I want her and if I let her go she will never be mine. But I can't treat her this way.

"Sorry" I said

She stood still. I hugged her and started to kiss her. She pulled away crying

"Stop please" she cried

"But I want you"

"But I don't" she said

I was heartbroken. I started to feel the anger through my vains.

"Yes you do! Okay? You fucking do!" I slapped her

She put her hand on her cheek and kept on crying. What am I doing? Gerard, this is not you. I would never hit a girl, but I did. I was paralized. I just was ashamed and wanted to kill myself. I was a horrible person. I put my hand on her cheek and rubbed my thumb against it. She stared at me with her eyes full of tears. I lied her on my bed and started playing with her hair.

"I am really sorry" I said nearly crying

"O-okay" She nodded

She put her head against my chest. This felt so good. I wanted to kiss her but I didn't. I just stood there playing with her hair untill she fell asleep. I put my arm around her waist as I watched her sleeping. She was so beautiful.

Polly's POV

I put my head against Gerard's chest and started thinking about everything before I would fall asleep in Gerard's bed,again. I knew I was going to stay here for long. I lost the chance to see my idols performing. I lost my friends, except from Kim. At least she is still with me now. I lost my family. My house. My bedroom. All my stuff. My guitar. Everything. Was I going to be with this two guys forever? I lost everything and I guess everything would continue the same without me. School. My family. My friends. As if I never existed. I would totally dissapear from their lifes as if I never existed, ending up being a forgotten soul and another part of their lifes. Like people you meet and then forget months later. Like boyfriends and girlfriends who come and go. Just a memory. And I guess this is how I dissapear, from their lifes. From everything I believed in.

Sorry if I made mistakes, but I hope you guys liked it!! Xoxo Scarlet:)