It was my dad's birthday a week ago. Usually its a fun day for the whole family. The 16 of us enjoy dinner together, have fun after dinner and then there is the ice cream time. But this year it felt horrible. I went to the college as usual and my mom worked the whole day in the office. We had no family members after dinner or at it. It felt empty. If my dad were here he would have never wanted this.
Feelings are some things which creates a bond which can never be broken. Severed but not completely broken. After days of no contact we might forget the person but we can never forget the feelings we had for him. Its been more than three months of his death and his voice is fading from my mind. I don't know if I can hear it in my dreams or not. I can never trust fate and life anymore. He wasn't suppose to go. He was suppose to live and guide me.
Not every feeling is bad. There was this one dream where he came and hugged me. It felt real. It felt like I was with him, he said he came to meet me. I was crying, in the dream and in reality I suppose.It was the best feeling ever, to see him, to feel him, to hug him. I can not express this feeling in words but it felt like time stopped and my dad was in front of me.
Feelings are the only thing left when a person leaves you. Cherish them as they won't be the same for everyone.
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Life is Random Shit
De TodoJust a series of random experiences I wanted to share. This story won't be continuous one, some post can be related. Philosophical or not I think you will enjoy the posts as many of you can relate to them. Life of an ordinary person sharing some of...
