Danielle Pov.
"So you want to explore?" Ethan ask me as I looked on his computer for things to do before.. Well before I'm gone.
"Uh yeah" I said as I got out my card. It was my savings card for collage. Ive been saving up along with my parents and we raised so much money that I decided I want to use it on this.
I want to spend every last minute with Ethan and Grayson. They are my best friends.
"Any.., specific reason?" He ask looking at the screen as I bought plane tickets to Paris, France.
"Danielle! Thats a lot!" Ethan said taking his computer away.
"I'm not letting you waste your collage money on that. I want you to have a great and successful career" Ethan said as I shook my head.
"I don't want to go to collage eth. I want to spend some time with my best buds" I said smiling and slowly grabbing the computer.
"Dani I really hope this is what you want to do" he said as I bit my lip.
"Yeah... Its what I want to do"
+++1 week later+++
finally I heard our flight being called.
Grayson agreed on coming. Ethan agreed so they asked there parents. As for me I did not ask my parents. I left a note on the counyer which they should both find in 3 hours.
I sighed and took my pills. I went to my doctors offjce and an alternative was pills.
"What is that for?" Ethan asked me. I looked away a bit.
"For my headaches" I said as I heard no reply.
We sat in our plane seats. Me sitting in the middle of them both.
"Whats the reason behind this? Grayson asked ask Ethan was asleep already.
"I just... I want to go and explore new things and see new things before I pass" I whisper, so if Ethan was faking it he still wouldnt hear.
"Danielle don't say that please.." Grayson said more of a demand. I nodded and kept my mouth shut.
"So what are we doing in Paris?" Grayson asks as I leaned my head on Ethan shoulder as his head leaned on the soft seats.
"I don't know, but I have an idea" I said as he smiled.
I loved every bit of this. I just wanted to have fun before I get any worse and I was happy about that.
+++
We had made it to the hotel I had gotten for us. It was pretty big and was really nice for a hotel.
"Its late I think im gonna sleep" Grayson said as he gave me a small side hug and kissed my cheek. Maybe we should just have a 'pretend' breakup.
He went off to bed as I felt the need to throw up. I ran to the bathroom throwing up. I heard the door open as I felt my hair being pulled back into a makeshift ponytail.
"E-Ethan please. I don't want you to see me like this" I said in a raspy voice. He didn't respond. I vomited again and tears fell from my eyes.
I could take it. I sobbed as Ethans eyes widened.
"Hey, hey its okay" he said pulling me close to his chest. Rocking us, playing with my hair in a soothing way as I calmed down.
"Its going to be okay. Your okay" he said making me silently cry again.
The thing is I'm not going to be okay. I'm going to have cancer eat away at me. I'm not going to be okay. Theres such little chance for me to be fine and my heart breaks for myself every second. Piece by piece. Leaving me with no life left in me. The life sucked out of me like the next few months will have me.
"Thank you eth... I dont know what I would do with... Without you" I whispered my voice breaking at the end. He placed his lips on my temple letting them linger in on the spot.
"Me either Danielle... Me either"
Note- y'all can suggest songs for me to listen to? Cause uh my music is getting dry!
Bye baby cakes!
ilyy
