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danielle pov
he kissed me. it wasn't all too bad. his lips are soft and warm kind of chapped. it was a long lingering kiss. i pushed him away a bit.
"what was that for ?" i was confused as to why he did that. does he like me ? does he just pity me and want me to feel better ?
"i-i wanted to do that... i..." he shuddered. he ran out the room leaving me confused. i called out his name before he left but he obviously didn't answer. what was that for ?
I kept thinking about the kiss. Everytime I would try and remember the feeling of his lips on mine my stomach would get a weird feeling but it was good. i loved the feeling. I just wish it would have lasted longer.
That just messed with my feelings a bit. I can't tell if he likes me or not. He wouldn't like a dying girl though. No one would. It's just the movies.
the doctors came in, checked on me, and decided i was fine. i just needed to eat. i wasn't in need of anything too drastic. I didn't realize how long I went without eating. weird.
my aunt took me home and the car ride was silent. she tried talking to me and she said the boy with the jawline is at my house. So I have no clue which one of them is there. i'm seriously hoping it's not ethan. That would be too awkward.
"So... do you like one of the boys ?" my aunt asked with a small smile.
"Uhhh i mean... it's all confusing" i said with a frown. Why did he kiss me i still don't understand.
"I'm always he-" i cut her off.
"One of them kissed me"
her eyes widened. in all honesty i did NOT mean to say that. it just came out. she laughed a bit.
"well you're a very pretty girl. which one? that one gary guy or the other?" she questioned confused. she didn't really know them or me so well. so it's understandable why she forgot their names.
"uhh the other one. ethan. he did it out of nowhere and stormed off... i'm confused" i said sadly. i love ethan dolan and him doing that made my feelings for him even more stronger.
"maybe you should call him or meet with him. he had to had done it for a reason" she told me reasonably. that was understandable but why would he fucking kiss me. i just need to know.
i need to know now.
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