nepetas last goodbye

hey guys this is the a quick a/n umm i wanted to say is this story has some suicide actions just to tell you heh umm this story is a homestuck related story so hope you guys enjoy ^~^

Nepta walked in to her room looking around as she set her bag down and opened the music box that was right by her night stand. She walked over to her desk and looked at all the crumpled balls of paper. She sighed and opened her desk drawer reveling a journal and a pen. She pulled out the journal and opened it to a clean page and began to write. She sighed and ripped the page out and crumpled the paper and throwing it then started to write on a new piece of paper. The voices in her head started to speak to her telling her she will never be good enough. you will never be happy karkat will never love you he only loves terezi and you know that. She growled a bit opening another drawer that reveled a shine piece of metal. She grabbed the small piece of metal and put it on the desk. She sighed and took her jacket off. As she took the jacket off she reveled all of her scares that she has been hiding from many people. The scares went from the middle of her arm to her wrist on both arms. She sighed again and picked up the piece of metal and brought it up to her arm putting the metal on her skin and cut many times. The green blood ran from her arm and down to the desk. She put the blade down and began to write again. The piece of paper had a small note on it saying...