flight•j.johnson [COMPLETED]

|chapter fourteen|

i stated to the back of her head. she still had her hair as long as i remember. it came down to her waist. she lost a lot of weight too. i know she went swimming for two years every day nearly, and also to the gym.
she told me she was insecure about her body, and she had it. but of course, we unfortunately haven't seen each other since 2014.
one year, we were getting ready for college and the next year, i didn't show up. i don't know why i thought it would be great to stay at home. the only thing that held me back that was my girlfriend who is my ex now. she said if i went there she would break up with me.
i wish i didn't stay. the pain wouldn't be as hard then. she cheated on me. it's hard to be cheated on, but that's something i can get over. i can get over a break-up.
but when i saw her, i understood i couldn't get over one thing.
when we were fourteen or should i say since we were fourteen, all of our mutual friends who was girls, crushed on me.
m&m's always teased me for it. she always tried to bring each other together. i don't know how she did it, but in the end she made them stop liking me.
well, m&m's , she is funny, but can be serious in situations and always knew what she wanted to do. sometimes she was just too shy to do so.
she wasn't like any girl i knew. she was not exactly a girly girl but not exactly like a boy.
suddenly i heard her laughter. her beautiful laugh. she was laughing at a blonde haired boy trying to get into the water.
'no!' she laughed.
english. weird.
'so you gotta run.' she said putting in a more serious face than running in to the water.
she let out a little scream once she touched to water falling into it.
she sat on the water closing her eyes for a moment a smile on her face. when she tilted her head, her eyes met mine.
her smile got wider as she got up and ran towards me.
i mailed but my smile fell once i realized she was probably cold because if the water.
she hugged me in a bone-crashing way as i hugged her back.
'bence bu yetti.' [i thinks that's enough]
'neden?'. [why?]
'çünkü buz gibisin!' [because you're cold as ice!]
she laughed and hugged me again.
'fark ettik mi bilmiyorum ama senden uzunum.' [i don't know if you noticed but i k taller then you.]
'tabii' [of coursee]
suddenly the blonde haired boy came next to us.
'bu jack-[this is jack-]
'johnson?' i asked.
'nerden anladın?'[ where did you understand?]
'yedi yirmi dört çocuk hakkımda konuşuyordum ne yapayım yani!'
[you were talking bout this boy twenty-four seven what did you expect?']
'can i get a translation of what's happening right now?'
'english?' i asked unsure.
'please.' she replied.
'so i just wanna know when did you became friends.'
'so we met in a flight-'
'i'm sorry may but who is this?'
'me? i'm- if the word is appropriate, m&m's best guy friend. '
i looked at her for approval.
'jack this is yiğit.'

1. the world is fucked up
2. the education system is fucked up in my country.
3. school is making me got there on saturdays.
4. i didn't update for so long.
5. i wrote my first pov chapter.
6. i got my first piano.
7. johnson like my photo.
yeah. ruff times.