flight•j.johnson [COMPLETED]

|chapter sixteen|

yiğit made a u turn and went to the beach.
throwing his bike and sitting on the sand, sad.
'fuck!' he screamed.
if he asked earlier. maybe he would have a chance but now, he has none.
•••
talk.
that's why their friendship started.
they talked.
they could both let it out as much as they wanted.
she knew she could.
he cared. she felt he cared.
she felt  cared for her truly for the first time in a long time then.
they had a bond because if that. they were comfortable being around each other.
   but now, it felt like he left her in the time she needed him the most.
     as she was riding to her house she decided to not. she made a u-turn changing her direction going to the beach full speed.
     she was riding fast as ever slipping at last hitting the ground hard.
     she cursed out loud in Turkish while getting up feeling a big pain in her shoulder.
    she reached out to touch it hissing in pain as she did. she cursed again something similar to fuck it.
she started riding her bike again, straight to the beach.
she threw her bike to the ground as soon as she got here and went to sit on the sand, stopping when she saw yiğit.
"yiğit?"
he slowly turned to her, hoping he was just seeing things.
"what are you doing here?"
may looked at him worriedly noticing the tears in his eyes.
she sat next to him looking at him in the eye.
'it's nothing, don't worry.'
'it's not nothing if it made you sad.'
he looked up to her, angry. angry that she still tried to help him. angry that she was so caring.
'it's you!' he shouted not knowing how loud he was.
she flinched at how mad he looked. she replied looking at her lap.
'i'm so sorry i- i didn't know i was doing something wrong.'
he realized his mistake soon his eyes widening.
'it's not you- it's just me? i-i have liked you for a while and i-i just got jealous.'
she stared laughing. she closed her mouth with her hand while she couldn't stop laughing , he looked at her disappointed.
'i guess it's funny from you.'
'no! it's just-i-i liked you since we were thirteen. just this sounds so weird right now.'
'what?' he started laughing as well.
but not because it was funny. they laughed because if they stopped they would cry.
all these years.
he could ask.
all these years.
she could ask.
'ok-ok wait wait. ' she shushed him.
'this is actually sad, but i don't like you anymore but you're my best friend. i don't want it to be weird between us.
'never.'

heyyy. i'm sorry. i've been so inactive but i've been having a heart attack since last night.
johnson followed me.
first he liked my video and commented 'HAHAH CAN U SEND ME THIS' and i sent him that and he replied to my dm. he asked if i could email him this and told me he loved my account, HE KNEW MY NAME called me an angel and called me BABE. and you know that video he shared on his story. THATS THE VIDEO I SENT HIM i'm DYING MAHEIWKABSKALD

(i blocked out his mail btw) AND THIS IS NOT EVEN OUR FULL CONVERSATION i'm DEAD
ok i promise i will update more bye