MY LISA
"A hurricane?" Irene and Rośe asked in unison
"Yes, that is why grandpa suspended our class for three days. This is dangerous, it can destroy an ordinary house." Jennie explained to her friends while they are having their lunch break
Irene's reaction caught Lisa's attention. Irene seems so bothered about the up coming hurricane.
"Is there a problem, Red?" Lisa asked her friend
"Jennie said that it can destroy a ordinary house, I'm worried about my family. Our house is old as my grandmother." Fear and worry is very visible to Irene's eyes
"You can stay at our's if you want." Lisa suggested, eager to give her friend a hand
"I'm not sure about that, your mom might don't like us there." Irene refused
"Don't worry about Adeline, she's kind hearted person like her daughter, she will surely open her doors for you." Jennie said making her friends to look at her "What? Did I say something bad?"
"Nothing." Lis shook her head and turned her attention back to Irene "Jennie is right, mom won't mind. Please?"
Rośe clapped her hands together "I have an idea, why don't we all stay at Lisa's house during the hurricane? It will be better for Irene to feel good if we are there. Me, V, Jennie, Lisa and Irene, the perfect squad."
Jennie's eyebrows furrowed "No. I won't let you to sleep at my Lisa's house. You're not allowed in there."
"Who are you to forbidden me to go to Lisa's house? And what do you mean 'My Lisa', she's not your girlfriend."
The goddess bit her lower lip before answering "At least not yet, but I am going to make Lisa my girlfriend, by hook or by crook." The goddess said like Lisa is not around.
Lisa cleared her throat "Uhh, I am here. You can at least ask for my..."
"No, we will go to your house and that is final!" Rośe said, attempting to end the discussion by her will
"No, we are all going except you! You go to Jisoo." Jennie said, really don't want to lose the arguement
Lisa slammed her fists against the table, making the whole cafeteria went to silence.
"Please, stop that nonsense." She then turned her attention to her goddess "What is wrong with you? Why you don't like Chae that much?"
"We will be in good terms if she will talk to Jisoo again." Jennie answered "If you know and feel that a person is truly sorry, you should give that person another chance. If the doors are already close, then open the windows so that the sunshine will give you happiness. Sunshine and happiness that the person can only give."
Rośe avoided the stares from her friends "You don't know anything about forgiveness."
"I don't but you do. You love Jisoo with all of your life. She's your sunshine, your happiness. Give her another chance, maybe by then, I will give this friendship a shot." Jennie stared at Rośe before she stood up and leave her squad behind
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"Hey" Lisa tapped Rośe's' shoulder as she sat next to her
They are sitting where they had their first conversation.
"You skipped your class again, Lalisa." Rośe frowned at her friend
"So you are." Lisa chuckled "What are you doing here? Still thinking about Jennie's words?"
Rośe closed the book she's reading "I am here to read."
"You can tell me everything. I am your friend."
"How was it to see Jennie with Jungkook?" Rośe closed her eyes as she leaned her head against the soft couch
"Sucks. It sucks. It feels like hell. It feels like I'm going to explode in anger." Lisa mimicked Rośe's position
"Then all you want to do is to left all behind." Rośe took a deep breath "Jisoo is my everything. I gave everything to her... secretly. We are secret lovers. I don't know why I agreed to that kind of set up, the only thing I know that time was... I love her so much and I am willing to be a secret even I don't deserve to. We are okay then suddenly she came to my house and said 'Something happened between me and Jungkook.' as if it is just a normal thing to say. My world crashed. I never knew that... she can hurt me this much. It sucks. It sucks how much I still love her despite of all the bullshit happened. Can you understand me? Jisoo is not the problem, I can easily give Jisoo another chance because I love her so much. The problem is me. I don't think I can give myself another chance to be happy again. I'm..." a sob escaped from her mouth "I'm afraid to be happy again, afraid if I let myself to be in bliss again they will take it away again and leave me miserable again. I'm so tired trying to convince myself that I am okay. That I still can stand. Hell! I'm trying so fucking hard to be happy without the help of others. Lisa... I am a mess. This life I have now is a complete mess. I am full of what if's. I am fucking tired."
Lisa slowly pulled Rośe's head and made it lean above her shoulder "The difference between us is, when I saw Jennie with Jungkook I feel like I want to fight for Jennie. I want to win her. You, you're a coward for wanting to leave it all behind. You're tired. You're afraid. But life will not end there. If you are tired, take a rest then stand up again for the another chance that is coming to you. If you are afraid, look around you. See all the people who believes in you. Those people who loves you through them you will see many reasons to be brave and to be happy again. We are here for you. Don't be scared. We got your back."
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"You will make me your girlfriend, huh?" Lisa poked Jennie's cheek while smiling "So, you want me to be your girlfriend?"
Night came and the two is cuddling and feeling the warm of each other.
Jennie smiled and playfully glared at Lisa "Stop it."
"Answer me, Ms. Perfect Goddess." Lisa smirked, knowing that Jennie is uncomfortable with the topic "What if I will ask you to be my girlfriend instead?"
Jennie couldn't help but laugh at her companion "Lisa, I won't allow you."
Lisa frowned and pursed her lips "Why?"
"Because I will make you my girlfriend. I will court you from now on." Jennie winked at Lisa and pecked her lips making the latter blush
"I hate you." Lisa slightly pushed Jennie away from her but Jennie just pulled her even closer to her
"I know you don't." Jennie said, smirking at Lisa
"Can you do me a favor?" Lisa suddenly said out of the blue, making the goddess curious
"Drop it, Lisa." The goddess said impatiently, frowning slightly at Lisa
"Can you stop arguing with Chae? She's our friend." Lisa said, smiling like a cute little girl
Lisa knew that Jennie can't resist that smile of her.
Jennie rolled her eyes "Maybe she's your friend but she just an acquaintance to me."
Lisa pouted, frowning at the goddess "Please, Jen?"
Jennie sighed as she pinched Lisa's cheek "Fine but in one condition."
Lisa smiled brightly at the goddess "What is it?"
"Let's have a road trip together. Just the two of us." Jennie spilled
Lisa chuckled as she pinched Jennie's nose "As you wish, my Jennie."
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-Justine ❤
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Finding My Queen (Jenlisa)
Romance(SDTFNT BOOK III) A promise, a promise that Lisa made to a stranger. A promise that she's not even sure of. A promise that will change her life. A promise that keeps on nagging her since the day, she needs to find Jennie to stop the unwanted feeling...
