PLAYING WITH FIRE || PAUL LAHOTE

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I guess today was the day of the bonfire and maybe I'd go but I don't think Paul would want me their but anyways,I'm at school now and I so happened to have Gym class first instead of the other boring subjects and walked into the school after pushing Jared into Kim, I know it seems mean but they'll open up with each other sooooo other than that it's fine. The coach told us to get changed and we were playing dodge ball so I changed into the uniform and walked back out with a happy looking Kim staring lovingly at Jared across the room.

"What's up with you" I ask and face Kim

"Oh you know nothing" she says and giggles

"Oh sure the fact that Jared seems to be watching you.." I say and laugh

"Oh fine,Jared bumped into me and introduced himself to me and we walked together with Paul" she says in a bubbly tone and looks over again at Jared

"Someone's falling even harder" I whisper to myself knowing Jared would be able to hear and Paul nowhere to be seen probably changing

"Go over and talk" I nudge her playfully

"No I c-can't im to sc-" she speaks and I interupt

"too bad,hey Jared !" I shout his name and his head snaps around immediately looking at me and Kim

"come here" I say and he jogs to us

"hello ladies" he greets and looks over to Kim

"oh uhm hey jared" kim says shyly

"hey" he says and smiles and eye him as if I was saying "ask her to the bonfire or remind her"

"wasn't there something you had to ask?" I question Jared and raise my right eyebrow and he nervously swallows the lump in his throat before speaking again

"what is it you needed to ask" kim says

"I uhm..eh w-was wondering if you'd uh like to come to the bonfire today with me?" He asks and cringes at the way he said it and Kim giggles

"I'd love too" Kim says excitedly

"now that's sorted let's go" I say but Jared just laughs

"oh not so fast missy" Jared comments and turns his head to meet Paul sitting with some girls

"what now" I mumble annoyed

"Paul wants to talk to you" he says and I roll my eyes

"Clearly not he's occupied right now as you can see so goodbye" I say and walk away and I see Kim and Jared talking and facing Paul, he's sitting with some slutty girl's and some girl is sitting on his lap while twirling her hair with her fingers and the others giggle and talk, meanwhile my head is full of thoughts like

he imprinted on me shouldn't he feel the pain

oh right, I've got the necklace on....

If I took it off I'd be able to feel everything he feels through emotionally and physically and it would have a big impact

Stupid Paul, I thought he'd actually try but I guess not

I feel angry and jealous at the way he's around those girl's but that doesn't seem to wipe the smirk of his pretty face

I should just give up and leave it alone....

oh I don't know anymore I don't want to be alone forever and I'm his soulmate

I guess only time will tell